Our StevRach Destiny

DEPRESSED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-06-11T07:15:00.000-07:00

dear bloggy,

help me plsssssssss, i just cant bear with all these burden and complications in my life anymore, and i know sooo deep in my heart that im going to burst anytime.....all these 'things' just comes swiftly with unexpected moment in time, all these were way tooo instant for me.

And look at me, im just a small lil' sweet heart of urs and am learning to grow up bit by bit in a normal way so that i could cope with all the surroundings, new environment, atmosphere, new world of course'.

I just wanted to live and lead to a more family-oriented culture because i never have had a normal life BEFORE, and its soooooooooooooo freaking wrong for a child plus, the unfairness which bang towards me, am i losing something from all of the kids out there, can someone and anyone just preach me a thing or two in adapting the 'human being' life and culture??????? @.@

I've alrdy tried all my best and put the best effort for my future, moreover i've sacrificed LOADS for both of the people in this planet, so is this u're paying me back and is this what i get at the end??????? And, am i suppose to get back all the sweet and the best things from the rest of the mortal, and do i not deserve all the good things in my life after all that i've done for the both of us which just to make and create a better future for the both of us and also for the kids generation next time???? DID i done anything or something wrong in between and during these years????

Teach me, Guide me, Flow with me, Dance with me, Coach me, Instruct me, Take me to the better place, Train me, Educate me & etc etc etc etc............

I can 101% assure you that im not on my way or anytime soon giving up all i have done during these few years back however, im going to be improve it and give it the best of all i can do, plus to make sure that both of us can seriously see, feel and sense MY affection towards our future.

As you always know that im always beside you when u teared and laughed, i will never ever in my life to turn my back on you but to face to face with you and CARRY all the 'things' together and move forward to a better future. im hoping that all these will come true one day and seriously hope that someday u'll see what am i trying to do for both of the mortals here. Im working very hard for it, but DO U????????????? And of course, im not backing up or running away, as i wanna prove to every1 that knows me since im small till now.

I WILL DO IT~~~~just wait and see, i will never let myself down but to grow even higher.

I wish to have GOD's BLESS as well to help me deal with all this sufferings. and i hope GOD, U can HEAR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE................ I BEG FOR UR KIND FORGIVENESS.

Amen!!!!!!!!!

signing out bloggy, c u soon and tc

au revoir...

unemployed position

2010-01-21T03:41:00.000-08:00

What a life for me now....every1 is telling me to_wait, be patient, sabar, tahan, yan.....

How u 1 me 2 wait wo....time flies and flies quickly too till u dont even notice it unless u're like me, sitting in front of the pc everyday, every hour and every minute....but u know what, its

meaningless with this kind of waiting-in-line's lifestyle. Im sure all of u would not love it.

What to do??? WAIT lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Over 10 companies i have applied however, only 2 companies reply me and called for an interview.

But i still cant confirm with the company whether do i 1 2 join their team or not as i still 1 2 wait for other companies to call me to c which is the best for me and suits me well in terms of EVERYTHING. ;D

Today, i sent 3 more job-applications to the companies. Now just wait for my GOOD luck to touch me*...or else im DOOM~~~plus CNY is on its way (WORSE). No one wants me.....

no mood dy..byebye

missing me

2010-01-09T08:24:00.000-08:00

Im lost to nowhere coz im not here or shall i say not updating any THING here!!!!! :P

Reasons: busy, assignments, final year projects, job hunting, holidaying, dating, outing, sleeping, shopping and many many more...muahahahaha...

and ya, dont forget the LAZINESS.

Facebook has also occupy ALL of my free time with their 'dull' games, viewing people's profile + photos, uploading mine too and updating my facebook details.

I think most probably will return to the blogging path sooner or later, the time is yet to be confirmed...keke...and also hv to depend on my mood as sometimes im quite a moody gal.

Anyways, tata....

Oh my...........

2009-09-17T19:51:00.000-07:00

Hi...woah...such a long time since.......(duno when) i dint update my post here....

Reasons:
1. Bz-projects, assignments, thesis, exams...etc
2. Lazy-sleeping, TV, gaming...etc
3. Outing-family trip, shopping, dating, night tea...etc
and so on so on so on.................................

Anyway, now that im in my final year and heading to my final year's final sem...at last......................hahahhaha...really anxious and excited about it and at the same time feel stress cz of all the final year projects that i have to go thru later on at November when my final sem starts........although its only the short sem, and i know that the time will just swoot-----------but, when it comes to the hard part, u'll know........everyone needs to pass the task....

As for now, im very happy and feel loose and most of all FREEDOM.........cz i've done my FYP minor's projects, submmited my final thesis submmission for binding process.
But 1 more thing to sad is my final exam that is on the 30th of Sept and b4 my final thesis submmission......

Er.....im getting lazy to write alrdy...guess im going to stop blabbering here......
gonna surf the net now....byebye
TC....

Helloooooo~

2009-07-06T23:33:00.000-07:00

Oh..hi...

im back....
loads to udated in here actually, but i dont have the time for this stuff PLUS, my line at home sucks, thus making me feel sick with updating the postings in here, my blog.

Well, currently im in my 2nd trimester in my final year and am doing my final year project from this sem till next(the LAST_woohoooooooo) sem untill i really graduate for good. As for now, which is the week4 in this trimester, my project will of course doing some research about my product and the benefits of it, the wekness and strength, the mission and vission and the philosophy, and dont forget about their origins and the history and...bla blablablablabla.............
So the main point here is Situation Analysis. A very thick book for my major report.

After all this typing and reading, we'll hv to do the practical stuff*the sucky yet shitty assignments*. Coz, we hv to do everything in a few weeks, and thats an extremely stressfull and *overwhelming* experience to go thru. Im not saying that i hate this but anyone and everyone wont feel the happiness journey in this. GUARANTEE!

On the other hand, as u all know that financial crisis is still on their way, so im planning to open a mini home tuition group, my target will be primary school children age 7-9. The very cute cute kids that i'll enjoy with them IF i manage to get attention from the parents about my type of home tuition.Im doing this is because to make some side income for myself and also to earn and keep some extra for my future days. Wanna be independent and become a proud girl for my mum and for my husband(next time) so that i will not be dependent on them to provide me everything which i can get it myself, coz im quite a spoilt- child since im very young!

Well, i guess im enough of writing today...got to go to meet my lecturer soon.
Catch up with u guys another time...

Cheers...........

Off very soon

2009-05-05T20:31:00.000-07:00

Gosh...14 weeks...seems quite long but actually its very very fast...zzzp..14 weeks just in front of u without us noticing the days and the time pass soooooo quick like a super duper man...

Left 2 more days to go for me to serve in Fixgo. Im really happy for being around for this 14 weeks@3 1/2 months. Every here are really friendly, and were nice to me as a trainee here. And of course the most interesting part will be in my department with the colleagues, their such a fun people and jokers too...hahah......creative people what...sure fun and lively 1..... and the never ending deadlines from 1 week to another...a MUST to all designers, regardless of whether u're a junior to top notch creative/art director......

If u're asking me whether i miss anything here, i will definitely say the arts human here, their way too fun and kind too of course. And most of all the CD here....lenient enough to teach and guide me all the time whenever he brief me a project. I'll remember and cherish it.

Well, tomorrow i'll be having the final lunch time with my CD and the very last goodbye and another lunch with my senior and junior on the next day. So i think most probably i'll be treating them a cake. I really cant think of any better idea to cherish them with so i came out with this cake idea in my mind..hahah...ok what...stil get some good food for them, at least right....once, i thought of giving them hamper cz hamper not only for my department but also for the whole staff here, but after some thinking to myself, i think better buy a cake enough dy, as u know that im quite off the line nowadays, *sigh.....also dont know why that im always out of $$$$$$$$....or may it be my spendings??????...*sigh--------....whatever laaaa....
as long as my mum and bf can support me then im fine....kekekek...

And if any1 ask me 'r u graduating after ur internship?' the answer is NOP, as i still have to undergo 2 more sems@5 1/2 months=1 major + 2 subs.....

No worries anymore, i wont let it break me down from now on(stay the F off me u E*#@ creatures), I will definitely and 100 percently grow myself stronger to live in the assignments war till the end of the DAY......

Trust me and i wont let all of u down.....be with me to make me blossom....

xoxo

THE DIET~

2009-04-22T22:43:00.000-07:00

Rachael is going to Keep Fit.....woohoo...long live RACHAEL~~

I even do a Diet's timetable to keep me in order so that i wont forget what must and restricted to do during the on diet time.....erm...actually i just wanna be fit + curvy + slim a bit and most of all maintain it.

So, dont get me wrong that im an ANOREXIC....but is it? am i? really not sure about it....
I stil eat as usual, its just that i just take 2 meals a day or 2+1/2 meals per day, will not be more than this and always be careful of my food intakes.....exercise more often.....worried of my kilos......always beware of the nutritional facts.....very afraid of unhealthy food such as SNACKS, SUGARS, BARS, CARBS, CHOLESTEROL, WHITE RICE + etc etc...*however, i stil consume snacks when the crave alerts me my mind, hehehe(wicked smile)*

At times im wondering maybe i am but just the very very beginning of the illness, as long as i still eat healthily and do more exercise then im fine and anorexic free.
Im not too afriad of the scales, cz the kg is not the major subject, the crucial part is the outlook's appearance. For me, when u're fat, ur kgs stil maintains and same goes to the slim ones, part of them are heavy even though they look slim.

Well, its just depends on whats inside ur body and how you love ur body....

(;

Dont worry!..Rachael is a very healthy little girl!!!

ciao...c ya later

Again..

2009-04-21T01:19:00.000-07:00

Damn.....my neck hurts........

f&*k it.....whats wrong with it....

moodless....

it gave me sleepy head...

im so stressed....

speechless!!!

Im sick

2009-04-15T21:54:00.000-07:00

AWH.........im officially sick for the first time in year 2009, dated 16th of April.
i prefer im sick,especially bad sick now coz i'll be working on my final year project beginning of June 09 till the end o this year....

So tats why im not sad or grumbling away for my sick now although im still in my training session, cz for me training=practical. I must learned and try to be independent for myself so that i'll be capable of controlling my own emotions or any obstacles i have to undergo.

Do u all realize that i'll be blah-ing around of myself when im stress or....-----
hahahahhahahaha

Thats how an illed girl's mood.... be careful, when im sick, i can be rather very bad-tempered too, so dont play play with me althoug im a tiny lil' bunny~~~ i CAN bite u~~~~!!!!

haiz....gtg....

Downcast~

2009-04-02T21:08:00.000-07:00

Dont ever mess even a bit of me.... or even a single piece of my heart....or else i'll swallow you up with my small mouth!!

Im very lovely and cheerful little lady but watch out when im out of control......

F#$* U~~

Nothing for this title

2009-03-31T18:14:00.000-07:00

Good morning.......

Gosh..i've been playing the pet society for like everyday morning during office hours..haha cz my head went to lumut for shotting, will be back by thursday and come to work on friday....hehehehe....syok leh.....some more play whole day, play till all of my mind gone inside and become my own pet...kakaka...

However, i still got work to do ok..im not that 100% totally free intern here...Im designing a launching logo for MIA.....they had renovated their own building, so...they want us to design a logo for their new launching building. For as far as i've know..the building already done by 60%, so that means they stil got loads to be completed...

And of course im proud to be one of the logo designers for them....it was my senior who asked me to help them out and see whether my ideas can capture my boss attention and also MIA's....

Well....what to say..its quite stressfu also, cz we're designing it for a art college...its just like us the creative students...hahah...what if the MIA's students said..."ah...this type of logo designs also they dare to be presented out meh, walao eh, so...okokok la....not as what im expected..haiz....*disappointed face + smile*" hahahha!!! perhaps i think too much, maybe it wont be too bad also....dont worry...we'll see how later..alright!!!!

ok then..byebye
TC~

damn!!

2009-03-29T21:08:00.002-07:00

My left eye.....whats the matter with you...

Well, yesterday morning, i went to shah alam for swimming moment with my close gals. Arrived there at around 9 something am den swim till 11 something am. Starting to get a lil' bit hungry.
Hurry back home and EAT!!!!

So i ate asmall bowl of rice with curry chicken, some veggie+crabstick spring rolls, bah kut teh plus some food-snacks...hehe...too hungry dy....then later in the noon when my bf's big sis came, i continue with 1 roll of poh piah, made by my bf's mom..its very delicious man....trust me..its different from the outside stall...thick skin + little veggie and some tiny lil's tofu....the main character is the price....not reasonable also..some more say worth it...chiu~~~ lier~~~!!!

After all of the food and drinks, and i drank a lot of clear water leh...coz i know the weather was damn hot yesterday. Then went for a nap.

Dinner, ate 2 rolls of poh piah again.....it feels too good dy....tonight's dinner must take some poh piah's roll again..kakakaka....

Night came in......getting rather hot....and slept again with the fan blowing onto my face and body. Suddenly my mom phoned me..so i awaked d loh....my mom rang me up cz "late dy..why stil not back yet..tomorrow no need to work ar....some more go out for the whole day....not tired want meh....faster come back"... So im like...yayayaya...blablabla.....hung up...den faster wake my bf up and fetch me back...both of us soooo tired and strengthless cz im tired because of the wimming exercise and my bf tired because the previous night cant sleep coz of the chinese tea he drank with his frens that previous night....
We woke up and feels blur blur but stil can drive me back home ok......haha.....
And guess what....i felt my eyes like very swollen dont know because of too tired or dont know what stupid reasons, so i dont bother it also la...hai.....

Reached my home and walk straight to my toilet and wash up(face+teeth) den...boom.....lay onto my bed and ........ZZzzzZZzzzZZZzzzZZZZzzzZZZZ.

This am woke up...den i felt like...why my left eye so swollen ar...what did i do ar....????
took my bath and wash my face and teeth...after awhile..still not subside....i started to feel worried...cz....worried whether isit my contact lens during swimming time cz my eye doc once told me b4 that "if wearing contact lens right, dont ever go to swimming with ur lens in it, will get infections later on, so becareful...dont play play.....", den im like..oklo...but...still dont listen to the doc's advise. I think now i 'kena' dy....

I went downstairs and told my mom about my eye and i 1 2 go c my eye doc, m scared......my mom told me to just clean my eye with the optrex eye lotion first and c what happens later on..if its subside den i think its just a normal, mild swell if pain and still the same den must c doctor dy...if not...haiz.....speechless.

Very well, since this thing is happening to me i think i shall listen to my optometric''s advise.....'Do not wear contact lens during swimming session!!! or else'......S now i know dy....
"kin goh kuai chung em pa hak meh"-cantonese.

Fortunately, my swollen left eye subside a bit, better than in the morning....fuh.....so ugly man...dqare not see my colleagues also...so malu.....

ok...its time for my lunch break dy...
gtg
byebye
take care~

damn!!

2009-03-29T21:08:00.001-07:00

B.O.R.E.D

2009-03-26T02:06:00.000-07:00

Can u feel it...or is it just me....

I think Im very damn broke...just cant get enough money to save...dont know why???
can anyone out there just tell me whats wrong with me??? *sigh*

Well, basically, im searching and looking for some part time job from the net, but i think they wont want me cz...... (i dont know =P)

Working now...going to off very soon..still have 20 minutes more for me to run free..

Its not that im free, its just that my task for today have finished. So thats why im bored. Surfing the net for like..almost a day for today....

Im down...very down...just to come here to express my dullness of my life in this current moment.

)):

I shines~~~~lalalalallululu

2009-03-12T20:01:00.000-07:00

A BIG Smile.........hahahahhehehehe....so damn happy man......

Im being praised by the big boss of Fixgo for my clean & designer-style layout design for Fixgo's company's re-invent website....

My layout design for this particular website is to have a nice and smooth-sailing flow so that it wont lag or keep the work slow as for this days, mostly everyone from young to old is not very kind to slowness or shall i say impatient for waiting some things. Moreover, they just want to know the information or the portfolios to be seen, so it doesn't need loads of time to wait for some simple little things like that.

And of course, my deigns are simple yet looks really clean cz my backgrounds were in white,reason for my white background was that my fav.color is white loh..just as simple as that...i always do my things in white first den only we look into it then see what we can get more other than white cz some say white looks and feels boring but actually the fact is black or white will never be boring if you know how to arrange it and compose it to several different colors. It can look more interesting and attractive too if compare to all the rainbow colors....

Well, im not boasting around here..just to share my joyfulness to all my friends.
Im not a pro or an expert yet, so i cant afford to show-off something...hahaha.

But....i love to design and thats my passion : design=passion@passion=design.
Not everybody knows this about me....for some reason i think...kekeke.

Now just in my internship only, not yet the real designer world yet, so thats why im working hard from this practical moment and shine towards the agency x time. This is the time where i can learn the skills of being a discipline and talented designer, work like a designer for some client in the real world and being teached as much as possible from my seniors as well as the boss of the creative department who is the Creative Director. So, this is my precious moment of learning something extra out of the education world where in schools they wont teach you all this extra extra thingy that is important for our future.
And i must grab it while i can.....

Very well, in a design agency, we can be very free to damn stress times but of course the fun is free from suits(office wear, formal-wear-tux,0% jeans in the office) and eat anything you want in the creative department. and also.....free things from the client for crediting us.

Im very happy now but not for long, cz its just my intern session, nothing so aroused about it...kakaka

Ok...going off dy, shall wait for more honorable and blissful news from me later.

Au revoir~~

It hurts a lot

2009-03-01T22:05:00.000-08:00

It's GASTRIC.......damn it.... it sucks......and i felt awful, hate it.

Now only i know how it hurts to my body. It's ________ speechless.....
really cant bear with it, you either, i think everyone will not like this type of sickness fall unto them.

You cant really eat, drink, walk, talk, sleep, and most of all smile~~~worst than a bad hair day.

Dont, i said Do not ever starve yourself to hunger for a long long period cause' of diet or else, you'll be in trouble like me. And i promise you that u will definitely hate it real deep.
Actually i did not starve myself but because im waiting for my mom to come and pick me up from office to go back home and have my dinner, however my mom came here late den jammed later on went and buy her stuff erm..nope..its shes finding her stuff for her stupid office. And then, waited my bf to come and fetch me to his home for dinner(her mom always cook my portion too) but he straight away bring me along with him and bought his birds thingy, so thats why im late for dinner, my stomach became sourish till i didn't know that im gastric.

From now onwards, im not going to starve myself even if im on a diet, i think maybe i went to jogging or swimming den put myself to hungry for some period of time so thats why i had this stomach illness which SUCKS a lottttttttttttt.

Moreover, it caused me cant go to jogging with my friends for a week and also cant go swimming with them last sunday. Im going with them this wednesday but not today cz my stomach not done yet with the stupid butterflies inside me..

The pills or shall i say tablets were not even working to cure my gastric. @#$&%#^*(!

ok...

heavy eyes

2009-02-24T23:08:00.000-08:00

awhhh....its killing me......my pair of eyes~~~~
going to part soon...very very soon....no~~~~~~~

feels ill this few days,im always sleepy since last week but drag myself to bed nearly 12 or over 12 am. My eyes are calling me to sleep but my heart says that im not over with the day yet.....so...."sigh"

cant stand it any further, most probably not my good day today as im not like that as usual, not the happy me or cheerful rachael as i am.

not even hv the mood to blog right now...im just to update some post here
bye

office time

2009-02-11T16:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i got a chance to join my CD and the accounts executive to go out and meet a client called Maggie, daughter of a business man doing in the retail and fashion industry, selling malay's fashion apparel. She drove us from Shah alam to Kajang, den from Kajang to Wangsa maju and the last stop was in Selayang mall.

My CD told m to join them for me to get an experience of meeting and discussing ideas with a client.Im quite glad that he called me to follow them cz 1.i no need to work in the office, 2.tired of just sitting on the chair for the whole day which makes my buttock become flatter and larger(kakakakaka), 3.get some outdoor activities(been to some place that ive never step before) & 4.most essentially for me was get to know more people which is i think is good for my future tho.

However, after lunch im tired like hell and my eyes were getting thicker and thicker till i fall asleep, really cant stand it. of coz i was a bit shy cz u know, sleeping in client's car while doing something although its not in the office but stil consider working hours right. So its not very good to sleep in the client's car. But i just......... _____shut off.

Its quite a wonderful journey tho. Im happy with it and get to learn extra things in the real world of an art designers.

thats all.
post another story of me during my intern moment next time.

bye
regards!

boring~~

2009-02-04T22:37:00.000-08:00

arghhhhh~sososoososososso boring ........
dont know what to do....lucky now that im still awake fr my tiredness nerve. thats y im worrying now....cz i know for sure that im going to be very darn sleepy later on.i dont 1 this thing to be happen to me, very suffer one.........

I mentioned earlier in the previous blog here that now is the 1st few months of the year which means early times of the year, everything is moving slow and steady, workless, stressless, & bla bla bla.

so right now im surfing or looking for some designer bags...wakakakaka...am addicted to all those dy....part of me thinking that its a waste of time and money but another part of me telling me that these are the things that v should enjoy to achieve the luxury lifestyle right? of course not ALL of the branded goods we must have but at least own a few to pamper ourselves, dont we?
My mom always use to advice me that all these designer stuff are not valuable compare to other kind of better stuff like...u know....the adults mind!!!!! dont wanna talk it here.hahaha. I adore the designer stuff but will most probably own it when im truly out to work so that i wont be a bad gurl and daughter who always spend my mom's $$ just to buy some bomb and show it to her and let her lecture at me for the whole day long. o__o

For now, a very bold and elegant of a designer wallet perhaps??!!!! =D
searching for the best designer wallet that captures my big round eyeball den compare the price in M'sia with oversea's price cz for example, designer good's price are much more reasonable than the local.

alrite, end for that and back to my student life.Tell u what, not everyone get to enjoy a student's life in the early 20s so cherish it and be delighted.
Well, graduating soon and am not sure whether wish to continue my education or find a suitable job tho.Hope that my dearly dear say YES when i say i dont 1 2 go out and work..hahahahahahhaa

Full Stop

See ya.

internship moment

2009-02-03T21:59:00.000-08:00

Hello....im back..

Currently im in my internship company, not very bad, quite good, nothing weird or strange things happening, my colleagues are ok with me, so far so good la....
My 'CD' informed me that every 1st few months of the year will be quite free and keep it in a slow state but after that we'll be going to rush for clients work and 'ideas iDeas IDEas IDEAs and IDEAS' stop fooling around.

and thats why i felt lucky that my internship programme falls on the early time of the year....wahahaha, cz i no need to be so worry that i have to stay up so late, not busy and stress over some work, free to surf the net, check emails, facebooking and frenstering, enjoy my life here, taking my time slow and steady, and......etc.

i think most of u get it cz i still got the free time to blog right up here right...hahahaha.
and most importantly is my 'CD' is not very strict towards me plus no one bullying me or keep on rushing me to help them do their work as im a 'so-call' trainee here!!

The main point is im happy with what im doing and satisfied with this company so far la ok.....cz im not the permanent staff here so maybe its quite free for me in Fixgo u see....

*actually i wanted to ask them that do they need my help to do them a favour or lighten up their duty but it seems to me that all of the stuff r not very urgent and they can easily do it themselves, well, no big deal for them and thats the reason im free till my nerves are losing to the point that my eyes also started to shrink smaller and smaller together with my energy is melting* o_o

One thing for sure is Joanne, the junior there is always willing to teach me some skills in psd if i ask her. She wont like..."er....im not very free la...u figure it out first then only ask me back if u really dont have the idea what im trying to do".
and.....guess what, shes only a year senior than me....thats y we can click together and shes the girl who jokes at something and in a sudden...

ok den...gtg
take care!
love ya

Happy Prosperous Chinese New Year

2009-01-28T10:59:00.000-08:00

woah!!!
happy chinese new year ya everyone...what a long time since i've posted my updates here...sorry!!!!
Well, b4 cny im quite busy about myinternship programme's stuff which is finding and looking for the most appropriate advertising firm/agency. Fortunately i found 1 of my desire agency at Subang Jaya, and its quite near from klang so its very convenient for me to travel to this agency.

Firstly, i've alrdy found 1 advertising or should i say a publishing house in Perdana Business Center at Damansara also near to IKEA, and of coz i like it there, cz its only a small company with all 7youngsters, plus one of the manager there whom interviewed me is quite good too cz he also a young adult.Unfortunately, its too far for me to travel up and down from klang to there, worse is everyone have to work overtime till 8pm something-9pm and if the clients give us last minute work, den they have to sometimes stay back till midnight or you can sleepover in the office(no wondr i saw so many nice and comfy long sofas posting around the corner, somore in each corner). But of course for me as an intern student no need to stay up so late if v choose not to, moreover im a girl u know, they cant force me to do this, im not their permanent staff.
He showed me their works and which clients they have handled.Its more or less the same as what im doing in my major.And, yeah, its good.

However, the manager explain to me that i'll definitely will learn loads of all those advertising, graphics, event management's thingy, outdoor activities, how to do this and that, and how not to do this and that in a real advertising world. He also assured me that in his firm, stress is part of their lifestyles and sad to say that, we have to eat in different times, meaning no fix time for u, thats why its very free there but of course u must remember to do the work that is supposed and most importantly 'punctuality' in submitting ur work. The staff there which i've seen were quite friendly(stil dont know when we work as a team), smile smile, not 'lcly'*kaka*, and the main thing there is all of them do not know how to read or write in mandarin.hahahaha. I was surprised cz i tot im the one whose the worse chinese people, chinese girl dont know how to read or write mandarin.kakaka.

I think i mention too much about this company ya...haha...cz i like this firm. All like crazy people and i like that cz im always '38' too.:D
This firm called "S'Factory", dont know whether some of u have heard of it or not, its not a very old firm i can say, cz he told me.The manager who interviewed me was alright with me,accepted me to be his intern student, but i said to him that i need to think twice first as he also knows that its very unconvenient either to my mom or me.
Frankly speaking, if this firm does not need to work till the supper time or im staying near there, i sure will confirm with them, but too bad.....im not.
And so i just pend them and continuing on my firm/agency searching.

At last, i found the an agency @ SJ which is a huge agency called 'Fixgo Advertising & Branding'. They even have a company in Shanghai and Germany but i dont know whether its the Fixgo's company or they collaborate with them. I forget alrdy.
This company is quite big compared to the 1st one cz their building was a whole lot and not stay by themselves and its good though cz its easy for us to find them for their name was large sticking on the building. Inside, there were a few departments like creative dptmt , admin&account dptmt and i think others which i still cant see.

Im not very tempted to be in this agency cz...... for me, erm.....i also dont know how to explain to you but one thing i can tel u is that the creative director there whom is the boss in the dptmt and interviewed me was not very good in my opinion, i dont know, maybe he's too 'boss' and straightforward while talking and even viewing my porfolios. Im ok with all the comments he told me whether its bad or not, good or lousy, creative or not, but his speakings were like hurting me and as he is prejudice over me.
However, this is just my very early comments about him, cz hes the leader there and i understand that. Of course i appreciate his comments to me. Its just me ok.... and i can confirm to you guys that hes a pro in all these ads rules and rationality cz after listening to all his speakings, i think in my uni i really did not get the knowledge that can be compared to the real world in advertising, not everything but just a few..... NO OFFENCE!
The good thing was hes also alright with me and given me a chance to as an intern student to let me learn the creative benefits from them.

In addition, hes quite a joker and he really deserved the creative director's ranking.
And so, i've confirmed and accepted their offer the next day morning before lunch time if im not mistaken.
Actually before me, he told me that there was a girl came in for an interview as an intern in his agency but he told the girl that he still need to double confirm with her first, so he asked me if im interested with his agency then pls confirm with him a.s.a.p as to be fair to the girl. I wonder why he didn't accepted her. Just wondering ok...im not boasting around..hahahaha, cz he can also take 2 interns what, den perhaps both of us can become a good teamwork right and somore have a partner to cheer up IF shes a friendly and watever gal...hahaha. Then i got to meet and know another friend.

So, right now im just waiting for the days to arrive upon me.... really freaking worried and wondering whats going to happen throughout my internship's journey in Fixgo. Every feelings and emotions has been mixed up....haha. Oh ya, for ur information, Fixgo dont pay their interns as what S'Factory does. But its fine to me cz the salary that interns get paid are not very much so im ok with a non-pay job as an interns. Reason is im working at SJ so its not necessary for me to drive up and down, my mom will drive me there while going to her office in damansara as well, and if the 1st agency paid me, i still get nothing to save cz need to pay for the petrols, tolls, where now these 2 ..... are so damn costly although the petrols alrdy decreased but still that makes no difference. So, its just the same thing to me as a paid job with a non-paid job.

SJ*no$+Damansara*$$='00'

Anyway, my mom stil give me pocket money to survive even if im in an internship programme as im still a student what....hehe...
As a student, its forever the best part in my life. No commitment, no strict rules&regulations, no early wake up alarms, no worries, no failure(except failure in our grades while studying :P), no need to be too independent as we still can depends on our parents...kekekeke..*what a spoiled child*, relaxed, slow&steady, smooth&easy, chilled&fun, fearless(except the percentage given by lecturers-scared failed then cant proceed to the next upper level plus get a chance to repeat+extending+wasting time&sovereign.) plus so many more...

kakakakakak... I guessed im getting insane alrdy. As an creative/art student, is not an easy way for you to make mistakes or else you'll be fired.

okokok....im babbling here dy, need to end this now as time is getting real late dy.....

p/s: Happy Chinese 2009 Year(Ox) and all the best and good luck and good fortune be tumbling down upon all of you. Dont Worry,Be happy!

au revoir!!

support my dear and I

2008-12-08T21:08:00.000-08:00

Hello and good day everyone, im back with some interesting things to share with you guys.

Very well, my latest news will be about my bf, he is currently doing a sales and marketing stuff called Agel which is mostly from naturalextract of fruit juice. He just joined this business few months ago and wish to expand it to make it his very first sales and marketing business throughout Klang Valley and with GOD's blessing, he and I hope to broaden it to the whole Malaysia. and yeah.. of course you all can have a journey to this agel stuff.. http://www.agel.com/

Please dont mind to view it cz its a very beneficial things to us which will definitely makes us glow in no time...

with some help from me, he promised me to give me some commissions too for my extra tribute to his business. Both of us are very happy and excited in having this business and also put a lot of passion into it and of course we're in our 100% positive thinking of looking forward in this business to grow wider and WIDER....

My bf and i are really cherish all of you who can only take a look and understand the products more before asking us for more about this agel'a things, even if you dont want to purchase it now, but we also do appreciate your time to us, and of course share it to your family and friends, then purchase this product from us to help us make some extra income ma...hehehe...but really love you guys if you all just spare some time for this agel products.

and i know some of the parents are wiling to spend on this product because its a very good and nutritious things for each one of us regardless of our age and hows our body is functioning inside. Agel will give its best to boost your body system and at the same time to enhance your health and most of all to our skin complexion which is especially for us girls..hahahah...

and.yaya..all of you can alays go to my bf's blog to see for more, his link is under
my favourites-my dearest...

so.....for your information, you guys will know him more in his new blog sooner or later.

Thank you very much and take care!
au revoir!!

the shootings...in my place

2008-12-01T22:49:00.000-08:00

My group and i were in a rush last thursday noon. Reason is we're doing a tvc shootings for our 1st assignment for this sem.haha. All of my talents are very nice and helpful, i really cherish them a lot, so thats why im giving them a treat at McD@Alamanda.

Everyone enjoyed here last week during the shooting, we played, have fun, fooling and etc. hahaha..really fun while doing shootings but the bads are when we want to find our talents, choosing the location to begin our shooting, the preps, and also the staff. However, overall we do enjoy a lot and...this mess just give us 4++ hours to rep it up. Why so fast is because we just need to do a 30 seconds of tvc so thats why we just take a few shots with several angles and then edit it plus inserting all the audio with sfx.

All of the pics will be uploaded by next week cz its all in my the other pc...sorry guys...but im sure its enjoyable and memorable... :)

see ya soon!
take care

im STRESS

2008-11-25T23:50:00.000-08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
im so stress nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!
Damn........im just not good in here.....
and..........shit man......my heart is beating hardly right now, its pounding!!!!

i dont like the way it feels right now, just feels so suck...hate it oh so much....
never ever wnated this feelings to come back and find me again.Just so not nice.
Im upset and of cz im angry.....

shoo shoo shooo....go away....hate u so so so much..u damn it....

im stressing out, just forgive me for this rude blog.
feels like crying -_____- T______________T

*shut down*

shooting coming...

2008-11-25T07:37:00.000-08:00

hello....my major submission is next week....god.........help me......need some extra boost here....calmcalm..col down and everythings gonna be just fine. thats everyone has been telling me when im totally stress out.haha..

My assignments for this sem is TVC and website.
!st of all im the one whose in charge of sketching the tvc's stuff and also responsible for booking 3 talents whom are Qiu Rong & her bf Sey Khai and my cute friend Stef....im really really appreciate them and thanks to them that they are wiling to accept my talent invitation. i know they can give me the best for my tvc.hope so....if its a mediocre ones its alright, as long as my tvc loves my lecturers and hopes that all and everything can be done smoothly without any hassle then i'll be darn great dy...

As for now, im currently thinking of the taglines....and yeah, my product is----------Milo Fuze 3in1 with oats....*tada*. like it??? kakaa...
For this shootings, everyone will work together as a group, no playing with indi-indi. But of course each one of us has the role play. Im the producer as i came up with the ideas and also i prepare them the talents for the day, Suren(my group and classmate) is the editor and last but not least is Shah(also my group and classmate) will be the audio director. In this group, we just need 2 or 3 people so i think its very nice to manage and arrange our things neatly cz less people are the best.

I have loads of taglines here from 3 of us....but not one are selected cz...not suit, lousy, toooo simple, boring, not catchy, etc....haha
Let u have a look at my previous rejected's taglines...dont laugh ya u guys....haha

-instantly mine
-gimme more
-catch me if you can
-stir me well
-don't go without it
-instant.easy.healthy
-boost your day
-food for the whole day
-the complete cup
-healthy with style
-love me or hate me

My lecturers dislike it cz they told us that if v're doing the healthy things den just think of the 'HEALTHY' words and play with it or maybe someting very close to the word 'healthy'. and of course i think another new taglines but don't know ok o not...let u all see tomorrow after my consultation haha....
and.........*sobsobsob* my sketches and drawing very very freaking lousy laaaaaaaaaaa....really embarrase to consult them tomorrow sure got some fo my friends come over and see it...wuah........so...memalukan......never mind, just go for it, e confidence in everything that v do so that the others can feel it too...

ok then..bye..c ya
take care!

Toyota Merit's event

2008-11-19T17:54:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the late post for this one..hehe..this event was held on the 1st of november 08.I dint took a lot of pics as i dint bring my cam there and also im not with my friends.I went with my bf's 4th sis. So thats why i cant '3838'.kaka. But i met this young and gorgeous girl who was the host there during this event. I think the this event manager invited her to come. It was the first time i met her face to face man.....wow..im so happy and keep on telling myself that im gonna take pics with her now matter what...i admire her...hehe
*fai wah siu kong, kong doh mou wai hang tung chui sat chai*-cantonese

wirstband for entering the event plus a goodie bag form this event
inside the goodie bag contains a discount vousher from bobbi brown and principles

The g.r.e.e.n green goodie bag

Origin-facial in massage (smells good too)

Annick Goutal, the luxurious frangrances, lotions, creams and bathing stuff from...i think is Italy...haha...forgot dy..

one of the most top brand

the logo for Annick Goutal

with my bf's 4th sister,kelly ng

last but not least, me with the host of the day, Ms Belinda Chee....hiiiii...shes so adorable man....like her lots. Oh..shes wearing the fashion apparel of the day from Principles

This event was specially opened for all the customers whom they let their cars to be serviced in the toyota merit's service center. This event was to appreciate their loyal and trust to the toyota merits.

It was held 2 days that is one for the gentlemen and one for the ladies. For the gentlemen's day, it was in the night on friday on 31.10.08 whereas for the ladies was on sat starts at 11am-1.11.08

For the men's goodie bag, inside has kenneth cole's keychain wallet and also fragrances but dont know its brand and also something, hehe, dint ask so thats why i dont know about them.They separate the femme and homme is because its going to be tooooo crowded if both of us combine. So....as for this the men got the chance to being pampered by all the good qualities of services from the invited boutiques, but very very few of them were too shy to let the people service them cz men right...will be a bit more shy and *em mou yi shi*...hahahahha..so funny when i heard of the men..what la.....dont know how to enjoy the provided facilities which were of from good and high qualities . Moreover, they had enjoy very much and also they had a lucky draw session and also a free turning to see whether what you'll get.So damn syok.

On the other hand for the ladies...wow....i can tell you, the ladies were so aggressively waiting for all the facilities there...Bu before entering the door, each one of us get a chance to free spin the spinner made by themself.The spin was to get the additional gift from them.

Then, i saw this girl 'woah, who is this girl so damn hot hah..hosting this event, and then....------oh....yayayayayaya..i know this girl alrdy but dont know her name...hehe .Its Belinda Chee....haha' After that, we went upstairs and starts to enjoy all the provided things there include their food and beverages...it tasted so good....delicoius pies, chocolate fondue, spaghetti, pastas, rice and some desserts.

As i know the facilities for the ladies were hairstyling from loreal paris and one more name forgot who dy, makeup tips from bobbi brown and also get a chance to have a pretty look from all the make up artist, a manicure pampered by Jessica nail polish, Annick Goutal fragrances and shower stuff and last but not least was a relaxation massage moments by ORIGINS.

I tried makeups, hairstyling but not manicure and the massage as it was a long waiting and also queing. Then when i want to get the manicurist to polsh my nails, its alrdy too late dy...cz this event only from 11am to 3pm...but never mind....its ok.. i enjoyed it anyways....

Its been a memorable event for me though. Everyone will be wondering, how come i can go after all i din have car or them to service, hehe, invited from my bf's bro in law.....so i hv the opportunity to go lo.....haha...and also kelly was the people from toyota, so why not if she wants to ask her friends to go..haha...

Overall it was a good experience for me....

i get to meey all the toyota's staff there..and its a good thing for me u know..cz i'll be going there to become their new designer staff..haha...

Hope to go more of this events and meet more people which benefits me in the future..

OK then..gtg...im working now actually..hahaah..still dare to blog..haha

bye

take care!

DATED-18.11.08

2008-11-19T17:33:00.000-08:00

Hello...good morning!

Today im here so early to upload some photos....

One of my good friend so far, and of course i wish that we can be good friends forever which can last long...hehe...love her much.....you'll know who when u see this pics.....

Haha....yup! thats right...its me and this cutie stef....i known her for quite some time alrdy.We're in the same uni,however we're from different course and major. She took the serious ones and i took the crazy ones...haha.

Its been very nice to be with her and become friends. Although she quite '38' but i like it...people like this are very fun and happy to be with. I know her from my roomate Michelle.....shes the crazy girl too. They were very nice to me even when they were cheeky and bitchy to me but i like them and im loving it!!!! At times it'll de-stress me.... :P

Im really lucky to have a friend like them and be together. And of course i'll always rememeber them. No doubt of it....unless they doubt me and throw me out of their heart.

Oh........we dint took pics with mc laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....*sigh*.never mind we'll take it next week ya..mc.....dont angry when u see this post and wondering why are u not in here..hehe...probably u're too busy chit-chatting with carlyn due to the fact that both of you miss each other so much because of the long sem break plus 3 months internship...
No worries, we'll snap more ok....

bye....take care

Im back...

2008-11-18T00:07:00.000-08:00

Yeap..thats right..im back to MMU,Cyberjaya....i came back here for a night and will be right back to my hometown the next day after class or maybe wait for my mum after her working time.....very troublisome right me..but...watever, i only got 1 subject so why need to stay here for long long time, moreover, i hv a job with my aunt as a part-timer. I mentioned on my previous blog about what kinda work..haha...

stil got 6 more weeks to go to my sem break and then undergo a training for 3 months (internship programme). After that, break for i think 2 weeks or what cz my uni's calendar sot sot d, written there '2 weeks'. Also dont know whats the reason behind it, but im 70% sure that this is due to the 'Hari Raya' for the muslims. Im not racist, they forced me to believe so. The reason i say that is my previous sem has a week off which is a special break and can u all guess why suddenly they have the "special break"? because, its due to the hari raya lo.......some more got what....haiz......

Additional, whenever our Chinese New Year arrive, the MMU also dint want to know about it, its like in MMU here chinese people dont exist...the worse thing i ever heard was that we only have a day off for our cny day 1..what the--how can they treat us like this......they got heart and we dont have a heart want meh....so truly unfair!!

Haiz...dont wanna talk about this dy.....stupid la..make my modd turn black...actually is white ....

ok then...c ya
bye
love ya

hello

2008-11-13T20:53:00.000-08:00

Hi...just drop by here and give u all some sweet words from me..

Miracle happens everywhere,anywhere and most of all anytime in our lives, bear that in mind, believe in them, thus they will come towards you.
Everyday and Always think positive,stay positive and SMILE throughout the day, im sure u'll have a happy day.
Be optimistic so that all the evil spirit wont get the chance to slip in to our soul and spirit.
Laugh is always the cheapest and the healthiest medicine and is money free.
Open ur heart and let it fly............

Love....

Talk to me-Moonlight resonance

2008-11-03T19:55:00.000-08:00

NO ONE.....

2008-11-02T22:38:00.000-08:00

Tell you guys what....you all and each of you wont be able to understand my feelings, it is beyond your thoughts..and thus far to reach...even in my shallowest mind you wont be able to search for the truth, however, you can read right from my face though..haha

Im always cool be cause of my bubbly personality and always think positive and be optimistic to shoo all the darkest things into me, and also to avoid all the evil things come to me...

Hello angel, goodbye satan.....

Love y'all

Hate....

2008-11-02T22:10:00.000-08:00

I had a nerve-wrecking moment with my mother....
and i hate her so much!!! that i dont know how to type out my feelings here...i felt that 'why cant my mother be like my friends mother or probably like my bf's mother?'

Until now i dint even talk with her or even ask her, but of coz as a mother she will always talk 1st..but im not that type of person who can be dumped and then just pick it up like nothing has happened before no......u cant just act like there's nothing happened between us, this si not a mother should do to her daughter....

One of the very very bad things about my mother is she will always make you go stale when u are in a fresh condition. Meanings....everytime when my mood is very good and am in a happy moment where i can talk to her and play with her, she will somehow shun my days out in just a few minutes. She already knew that i will be late or maybe doing something outside or just anything, she will keep on rushing me and saying all those feeling-hurtings words to force me to go back to her side...hey c'mon...im a grown up already even if im not married yet.
Im very clear at doing my things and of coz im very stable now and forever because of my bf beside me all the time, helping me and always be there for me whenever im in my ups and downs moments....but my mother just feel so insecure whenever im outside the house and out of her sight....whats the matter with her....i just DONT UNDERSTAND it.....

Then, when im quiet, she will say that im be rude to her cz never reply her or things like that and when i speak to her ,she said i always wanted to create an argement between me and her.The reason she said that is because everything that she talks, she must win and must take back her rights and respects and also us must give her face, what about us...so did she mean that we all din have our own rights?, no need to go out to the society to work, dont hv any judgements and also we must accept and bless her but not her respecting and standing in our shoes to do the judgements. Whatever she did was right and always the best for me......NO.....i dont think so.....shes a pioneer now..and also a mother, she need to understand that the world now is changing rapidly and si time for her to let loose, she can do this and that but not us...shes free but not us... shes right and we're wrong, nononono..this is not the fact, not all older people is right and never do mistakes....

aah......i dont know what to say......i think im going to die soon before her....whenever i talk all these things to my bf, he will become mad too..and is sad for me.....

I wanna tell u all this that actually i love my mother very very much and always think of her even if she treated me not so good, shes never apart from my heart now and forever, unfortunately i think by now my love for her will sooner or later fade away. And i hope i wont be cause MOTHER is the true queen in my heart. It might be that she growing older and older so thats why her concerns for me are also leveling up....depends....as the time goes by, everything will change and let the time prove all things...

I dont want to talk about her already la.....fed up.....end here now...ciao

S.H.I.T

2008-11-02T21:55:00.000-08:00

wtf.....i forgot to bring out my notebook to office......shit mannnnnnnnnnn.....

i need my notebook to help me in doing my office job....because the scanner's software is inside my own notebook, and no one here will help me. Everybody has their own work to deal with abd be done on time.

I woke up early this am abt 7.20am and then i went to freshen my body and face, after that i'll apply everything that is necessary to my body's needs because staying in a long hours inside an air-condition room is not very kind to our skin. Later, i pack all my things for the evening to my granny;s house which is now become my aunt's house since my granny had died for several years ago. I went downstairs to put all my things to the car and of cccoz i saw my notebook laying down the floor near my the other 2 pcs, so i thought of taking it after i load all my things to the car,and.............i also dont know why i can forgot that notebook of my mum....haiz......when i sit inside the car and my mum drove me all the way to my aunt's house, i started to realize that oh no...omg....the notebook......damn....... At that time, im worrying dont know what to do later in the office and was very concern of the big boss image to me.

So....i said to myself that 'never mind, maybe later i can drive my aunt's car to my house and pick it out but........she went to kl to seek for a doctor because his youngest son was very sick and they had an appointment at 10am....i was like ...oh god.....what am i going to do the whole day here...well...i thought of asking my bf to fetch me but i felt that its very troublesome for him to go here and there so i decided not to trouble him.'

However, i will tell my aunt that if her assistants need any typings or any sub jobs to do, i can help them to fill up my free time and most of all boring day today....i hope my colleagues here dont think that im a lazy gal or just want to surf the net and things like that....

Im so down.....

alright...bye now...

Bored

2008-10-31T02:37:00.001-07:00

Ahhh...boring boring....im darn boring here.....my scanner was taken....cant do anything without it......

dont do things some more cannot...worried my big boss will put a black face to me...haha.

As for now im waitig to go back home and eat my dinner cz im darn hungry d after pooing..eheh....my stomach is emptied so thats why the drums are alerting me...

Just waiting for my aunt to drive me home.....6pm only i can go back...

ok then...bye for now...
love u all.....c ya!
regards!

bring me some ice

2008-10-30T19:26:00.000-07:00

P.I.M.P m3.......

bring it on to me babe.....

im waiting here!!!!

appreciate everyone and anyone especially our lives in this generation....

Happy-go-Lucky guys...

:)

I'm fine...

2008-10-29T18:06:00.000-07:00

Good morning....to day s a good weather i supposed cz not to sunny nor too shady. Just nice!!!
Well...in the moment im having my good day....just have the mood to write something here this morning..haha.

Oh...i learned a thing caled 'No pain No gain'...Can anyone please tell me is this true???
I really want to know. Because somehow i have a feeling of turning to a mean person 1 day IF there's someone or just anyone hurt my heart and have hatred soul towards that person.

I can be very cruel or very very kind girl. Every and each of my friend said that im a very nice and friendly girl, however, they dont know the evil side of me if i being knock down. I started to become like this is because everyone of us will have a marginal line that canot be crossed over. If the line is up to the level means its done but dont get tooooo much or else u'll blow up someones anger. Dont ever evoke someones anger , as this will hurt between us and the person. We may end up hate him/her or just be enemies thats all.

Dont blow me up, of coz im a patient girl but dont go into my deepest forest and ya..i can be bullied but dont wait until i bully back you then...u'll be down down down.........

alright.....im done here.....just dont make me angry la......actually im a nice girl,i dont want to be mean and i never wanted to....

P/s : Remember dont ever mess with me and my dearest Steven or else.......

C.R.U.E.L

2008-10-21T18:31:00.000-07:00

Good morning everyone, right now im in a very sad and dull situations, i think it will last for a few days or even a week perhaps. Why must everyone be treated unfairly??? Just tell me the answer...im really tired and sick of this, i just feel very very damn dissapointed for that person whom i met with them years ago, we've been in the happy and at times in an unhappy moments for such a long time already but i still quering and doubting their mind, what and how will they become and why?????

All those matters has been paased and its over...OVER.....just let them be the passed and insert it into the history pages, whatever is finished just let them be finished and dont ever make any or create any reasons to seek back the happenings. Its not worth it and very cruel to a person like that. It will definitely hurt more than a person. Moreover it is truely unfair towards that person. Why cant that person take back and live a normal life and be a happy and lovely person together with all of the people who are with that person. I really dont understand and could not find a clue for myself and that person, its ridiculous and mean to tha person.

Everyone gets to have a fresh new start, C.H.A.N.C.E is all of us need and be appreciated not straight away punnish us to a death penalty. Everybody makes mistakes ,just see whether we want to leave the bad ones and start a new ones or not,its just a matter of times and chances given. If a person thinks wisely and make a very hard decisions to turn over a new leaf, why cant we just treasure that person?

Somebody or anybody just tell me the truth and the meaning of this human life in this earth........................

Everything had changed and everyone knows about it, cause we're not born blind, every human beings have a pair of eyes, even the blind ones can feel it and sense a soul so why cant the normal people sense it? Is it that difficult to just give him a mere chance to lead a wonderful life with the family?

Each of us must never ever forget the facts of this : 'Forgive and Forget'
If we can bear this understanding throughout our whole life, im very sure that all of the people in this earth will have a very prosperous , harmony and a peaceful life. It give us a great impact or influence to live with it....Nobody has the RIGHT to kill somebody even if we hate that person deeply into our hearts.

I think i have to end this now, i just dont want to keep on remembering all these stupid things and never also wish to keep in my mind or at heart. I just wish to vomit out my unhappiness to a thing that i trust, im sure u must have ask why not speak out to my very best friend or someone i really care for, my answer is NO and i dont think its necessary to give any explainations.

The End....

bye for now, take care.
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veronne@sian's birhtday party

2008-10-19T19:42:00.000-07:00

On the 11th of oct 08, one of my secondary's classmates invite us to her 21st b'day party, she celebrate her party at her home...i think it's her happy moments ever in this year of 08..hahaha.

But, she wears a very simple clothes on that day, also not sure why but i think she wants to make it easier and simpler night.Shes the one who is very *cincai* girl and also quite a happy go lucky girl...and of course she is a well-chat girl..haha..meaning, u can always find her for some chit-chatting service, however, at times, shes very straight-minded girl which makes us worry to hell for her. She...must have people to look and take care after her or else....kakakaka...probably shes a bit mature now alrdy cz shes out t work and also further her studies, so i think she met a lot of people and also listen to quite some people talking or maybe gossiping....

She changed to a more clever girl.....
Well...thats my cute cute friend and here comes her pics......

with all the secondary class mates(what a happy friends)
sharon and lay sian...and..errr why was i there???..i also forgotten why d....look so puzzled
zhen mei's hubby, zhen mei carrying her baby, sian, teng and foong....haiz...wasted, cant get to meet with teng and foong that night cz both of them were late to the party and i was alrdy going to go back so....missed dy....and....i still owed teng RM19.90..haha...sorry ya...i'll pay u back .....soon....
wah.......friends forever......everyone......dont forget me u know......i'll be very very upset and disappointed..
hihi....me with the superstar girl.....i think i gained weight....plus...grow flesher.... :(
sharon and sian....len...u're slimmer dy....why....and how.....i think its time for her to get a boyfriend dy....kakakakaka
ally, penny, rachael, veronne & jewel...

her family with the key-shape of birthday cake + an extremely pink one

It's US again!!!!!!!!11
Happy birthday to You my friend...
wuiyoh....cutting cake oh....so proud
hapy leh....
guess whose the bb is that.....what a cute lil' fellar.....

Well....these were pics taken from sian's digicam....i got a lot more, but still pending, cz stil have some in my friend's hands...so i have to wait..and somore she so late...hmmm angry ....hehe

will upload again soon....

/nothing/

2008-10-16T18:38:00.000-07:00

morning everyone....currently im in the office chatting with my classmate of secondary school,still not starting my work yet taking my own sweet time here cz im still not really awake actually, very sleepy, i think maybe i dint take my breakfast, so thats why...but im not hungry yet what..so no need to eat 1st la...

Me gossiping with my friends about one of my other classmate's stuff.haha...dont want to tell u whats that. If you know who is Soo Chuin then i'll let you know..:P
Im too lazy to start off with my paper works...it feels so boring and....haiz......procastinating right now...haha

hmm...im not sure whther do i want to eat now or what????? or wait for my aunty to bring me lunch or just eat now, have breakfast today...ooh...well...for your information, i dint take my breakfast every morning because im not hungry and am very concern about my weight and fats....am i......suffer from anoreksic?? but sometimes i feel i am but sometimes i feel im not cz i still consume a lot of food but always careful about the nutritional facts. i always eat less and dare not take too much meat and rice, and whenever im hungry at night after i've taken my dinner at 6pm, i wont want to eat anymore even if im hungry and just go staright away to sleep to cure my stomach emptiness....

On the other hand of me, im avery healthy looking girl with a sweet smile, a bright eyes with a decent looking face structure...erm..am i complimenting myself..hahahah...nola..justkidding la....
im not that pretty also...just dreaming...haha..everyone also likes to be a very beautiful lady what....am i not right?

i think i better take my breakfast for today....maybe i wont take my lunch later.....keke
im getting a lil'bit nuisance lately....

byebye
take care!

In da office...

2008-10-15T18:14:00.000-07:00

Morning....right now, the weather is very nice and in good condition, which means not so hot or too sunny, not too cold or gloomy, just the perfect weather for everyone to start off with something. For example,going to work, invite friends or relatives to have a nice and warm breakfast, take our own sweet time to head in to 7/11's stores to grab some.....i dont know....some food or junk food probably, taking cabs or bus to school, or even walk to tuition centres, go visiting and yeah...there are a lot of things and activities to do.

Enough for the weather reports.....:P
Right now im going to talk something about me here today in my aunty's law firm.
I'm working here because im having my long sem break which is over a month, too busy myself up, i decide to work as a part-timer in her office as a, hmmm how should i say, a paper lady, which tells u that a job of completing all those junk paper works which are already a useless documents that the case has been done for quite sometimes. Ok...go to the straight point rather than twisting around, i scan, check for the completed documents, bills, vouchers, receipts, forms, and others in the computer and also make sure that everything is in order in the computer so that in the future, if anyone or anyhow whenever they want to search back the documents, they are all in a once click pc center....understand me now?...haha...i can tell u that it's quite a boring job, i think very boring and sleepy job.
I always come to work whenever my sem break begins and even if i have a week's sem break which is a mid-term break from my uni. Ya i know that 1 week is a very short time but i can fill my dullness day working for someone and at the same time, earning some extra cash that i can either use it, keep it, or spend it vigorously. Moreover, i can get extra experience from the inside and the outside, meaning, i get a chance to go out with my aunty for appointments, banks, meetings, lunching with clients and learn all the lawyer's job. Furthermore, i get to meet with all kinds of clients or even someone who step in to our office to find a lawyer to file a case. I can honestly tell u that in this world or even a small town here in my place, there are loads of funny funny people such as idiots, annoying people, fussy people, noisy ones which keeps on grumbling and grumbling and grumbling away, crazy man that walk in out of a sudden and then scolding for nothing which make no sense at all, kind girls and boys, (*dirty)*ham sap* old uncles hehehehe, and allllll sort of characters. You see, in a society like these, i started to believe that the world is full of miracle and i will have the chance to meet with the society when i come out to work in the real life 'cause now im just working in a small town in an office and not dealing with other people. So, i must now prepare for the worse and be confident for the best.

Everything can become very smooth and steady when we know how to face it and never ever escape from any problems, 'cause every obstacles must have a solutions just like whenever there's a guy, there will be a gal beside him, and if HE is in a very mean day, SHE will help him together to solve it. It's jjst the matter of is it a big ones or a peanut problems. If you understand this facts, im sure u will lead a harmonious life with everything and everyone. However...i know that not everything comes as easy as this but everything has a thing, it's the the matter of brain-storming and making some decisions, thats it. See how u do it *see how they run*.!

Im lecturing now...so i must stop for now..haha, or else all the nonsense from my brain start to crawl out...haha

au revoir...

my eldest cousin sister's graduation day

2008-10-13T19:15:00.001-07:00

Good morning....
im here to let u all know that below is my cousin sis's convo....
everyone of us were so proud of her that she manage to graduate from the engineering course. She's a great student and most of all, a shy girl...
ok...let the pics do the talkings....haha...

dad, her, mum, and my mum

serious method...kaka

happy moments with her*shun cai*

her friend

another friend

big and small

hahahah/.....that little ones very cute leh...

hello....a very happy momet with my eldest cousin sis...and of ocurse im very proud of her.i hope i can be like her, half also its ok d...cz im quite of the lazy type...n..she score a very great grades too...

part of the family members

her friends...wah..look..so many flowers and teddys

what a delightful day

also dont know were they all in the same major or not...hmmm

good posing wo everyone...

say..jeezzzzzzzzzz

uni mate

wah....give her flowers and bear bear wo....:P

look serious right, this guy...haha...

happy day with loads of gifts

her mum's side's cousin sis
happy happy family
c...so many people go to urconvo day, so next time better come to mine too..haha
what a crowd there...fuiyoh.
kyle...
her family....w/o her inside(busy capturing camera's attention d..kekeke)
haha...gao siew
yeye...at last....one big happy family

the sisters..and...a prince....

so..thats it from me now...tata
will come up with more stories or events soon...
byebye
take care

hehe...

2008-10-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

erm...hello....what a long time since...erm....haha...sorry, forgot when dy.....
The reason for not updating my blog here is because:
1. lazy lor....
2. busy dating lor....
3. busy assignments lor...
4. not online at times....
5. not enough times...etc,etc

What a busy life...but i'll upload something here every now and then depends on my mood and also whether i have the time to write something here or not.....
I did said that i will upload my friend's wedding moments and also a trip to my big cousin sis's convo's memorable's moment...dont worry, i will upload it here son..promise...

ok den..byebye
regards!

im back

2008-08-23T10:01:00.000-07:00

hello everyone....and especially to all my blog friends out there, how r u guys huh?...it has been a long long time since erm...dont know when dy i post a new blog up here.
im not very free but also not very busy or unavailable, its because of lazy to post something.
of course i have new stories to share it here, just that sometimes i toatlly forgotten about my blog.

But will post up a quite long blog here about my trip to penang with my family members and cousins...c ya soon...promise~~

byebye

what a long..........break

2008-07-26T22:32:00.000-07:00

hello everyone....its been so long since i update something here on the month of june eh....hehe...not busy and not very free but just kinda lazy to post blog..cz i have nothing to post .
erm...i think i have but stil not completed yet..my friends fault.....haiz....

Im here cz im free...so i can post something here lo...just to say that im happy with my students life so far cz no more stress, just a bit bit only...

ok then....c ya x time...byebye
love ya

Alamanda trip~

2008-06-26T01:58:00.000-07:00

Mc....the pics r here...hehe...sorr for my extremely late post of this blog which i had promised u months ago...hahahha....now only want to post it up...some more u'r alrdy embarked in ur internship course...hahahaha..real outdated d...

To Alamanda : after the last day of our Gamma year's final exam, we straight away head to the nearest mall for some heart and mind rejuvenating of course to slow down our adrenaline so that we can refresh our mind and enjoy our holidays to the fullest although its only 3 weeks time.
And of course we're damn starving at that time so we plan and plan and planned
, dont know what should we fill our unoccupied stomach as our brains are dried up of forcing out our memorized notes inito the exam paper. FCMers are a pro in playing all the memorized notes though. Just vomit everything out whatever we think is appropriate to the exam questions...hahahah.
We went and get a McD, a suggestion frorm Ms.Michelle for she loves McD till death izit mc???
kakakaka....
We really enjoy our short trip there and shopped for several hours b4 heading back to our hostel.

Furthermore, we've lost track of our way back to our campus..haha..really funny right, been stayed in Cyberjaya for soooooooo long but stil can get lost in our way, but maybe its a very highway i can say, cz Cyber right....very and too high-tech alrdy, till v cant find our way out and we almost cry for help cz we'd lost for nearly 3 times if im not mistaken...we're like what the f***, why cant we go back home 1......very spooky la...our hearts were like..bit-boot(fastly), and then we slowly follow the road sign and make sure we see properly and clearly b4 make any turnings or whatever roads to exit to MMU....

Then about 7.45pm we reached our campus...and we're like walaoeh......the sky also turned black d....haizzzz...(what a sap pai jeh*cantonese*)

okok..below are the photos...but i think i missed one of my pics la..never mind..later ask mc..cz she's responsible for it as all the photos were taken by her h/p...

ok....fai wa siu kong...lei laaaaaaaaa
taking photos of us happily in McDonalds_____our smile very attractive leh.... :P
omg mC....the ghost festival in our country not yet begin la....y so fast u want to scared people.....hahahahah
trying some t-shirts in Esprit
wui wiit....what a curvy figure u've got huh...
'blek'..blunted and sharped tongue
while we're on the way back to our campus.....stil can smile to the camera (im the driver for the trip.hahah)

ok...im done with this blog alrdy..quite short huh...hehe.....
i really do think that i missed another pic la..
Mc...where's another one ah????

oops.....where ah???

2008-06-26T00:10:00.000-07:00

erm.....this blog is specially dedicated to my sweet and cute roomate-michelle

Mc...i forgot where is the hoto which we took when we're in the Alamanda shopping mall...

i cant recall whether was it i've saved it into my pc or havent..need to check it out and if really not in my pc den i just hv to go back to the facebook where u post the pics..ok...

will upload here and friendster real soon...ok..

sorry for waiting so long and like outdated d...hahaha

just hold on~~~~~~

waiting~

2008-06-25T23:50:00.000-07:00

Currently im in my happy mood, a feel good heartbeat....
and as well as waiting anxiously for my mum to come and pick me back home at about 6.30-7pm and then can go back home and meet my family members and then, go shopping with my high school friends together, and maybe go out for a drink at a mamak stall with my coursemate...hehehehe

what a wonderful student life...after all, i deserve a stressful and wonderful moments now you know...i dont 1 2 step and engage into a world full of mysteries, stress, tensions, anger, fear and etc etc. Reason is im stil very young now and..em....ya i know not very young as to compare with others as my juniors but...for ym this age, everyone consider that im stil young and can do loads of things in my future unless i have an unfortunate faith that lies in me.

I truly want to have a very very and extremely beaming life now.
hate all the realistics and maybe materialistic world outside~. Dont know how to face them and cope with it. Im sure my eyes will full with tears and roll down through my face.
am afraid of all those creatures, very scary....and i hope not to experience all these in my later life or maybe just become a chief myself or or..work as a freelance...this will be the best for a relaxing environment.

Anyway...Im waiting for my Dear to support me....haha...im still wondering and thinking though...So that i can become a 'siu lai lai' just go shopping around, have some high tea with the girls. chit-chatting or maybe gossiping around, do some facial, manicure and pedicure, pampered my skin and body, hair treatment, and all those beautifying myself....
Can u imagine right now....what a wonderful and glorious life although u're a married woman...

haaaaahh......nice....extremely charming............

ok....stop dreaming already.....the more hopes u wish for the more disappointment will appear...

So..yeah....just do whatever it is now and wait as the time goes by and by each day....

Bonjour
Au revoir....

cam whoring...

2008-06-24T07:10:00.001-07:00

ok..so i decided to upload 1 of my simply edited photos which was taken by myself (cam whore) while im inside my room and all of them were out and also while my mum and aunty sent both of my cousin sisters to the jetty there and wait for the ferry to carry them away from the jettye here...

they went back earlier than us cz 1 of my cousin sis have to go to work on the noon and her young sis hv to pack and ready everything for her next day for her camping's stuff.....yeah, what a rush and waste for not joining us together till the end.....they have things to do though, so what to do...like this lo.....

and me.....lazy to go out cz very shiny outside....hahaha...and also 1 2 rest more...tired and felt bloated at that time,so...just thinking of pooing only, no mood for other stuff.haha

and....erm....wellllll.....do i still look good and well-sweeted?
why i said like that cz at that time im really exhausted and very very damn tired and sleepy plus....not enough time to beauty sleep cz had my finals b4 the day.....
and also i think u can see my panda eyes r there...hehehehe.

ok......goodbye for now...byebye

My Ketam trip with my families!!!

2008-06-24T01:32:00.000-07:00

erm....hehehehohoho...about the trip to Pulau ketam's pics i will upload in my friendster's album, so do go n check it out ya....o cant upload id herer as too many photos alrdy....hehe....sorry...
this is my friendster's address : http://profiles.friendster.com/sweetgirlray

But...i can upload all of my self-cam here..and...erm.i guess u guys wont 1 2 look at it,, cz its the same rachael cheng all the time, so no point uploading it here, just go to my friendster and view it ok..hehe..

bye..kisses~~~~

Im back with my mentioned Seminar!!!

2008-06-23T21:59:00.000-07:00

Like i said earlier in this blog that i will upload an interesting topic here was the seminar which i had attended last month on the 23rd,24th &25th of May 08, which was held in The Palace of the Golden Horses @ The Mines.....i forgot is there any horse name to the hotel o not alrdy....but i think got ...haha..sorry for my mistakes
Below are the pictures :

This is Mr.Robert............(hehe,sorry for the dots cz ive forgotten his last name). He's a very funny, kind, nice, good and friendly millionaire man. I really like him as a money management guardian to us~
He always come up with the hilarious stories or his past histories and shares it to us which was good.
Mr.Robert again....guiding us to become a millioanire 1 day~no offence
sitting beside me was my uncle, which is my mum's eldest brother.....know which 1 o not????-this 1 lo, the blur blur 1....hhahaha
In this scene, we're actually stil preparing for our next teaching, so thats y u can c every1 is very busy ding their own things-chatting, walking around, seeking peple or relatives or friends or family memebers,etc
In the teaching process*look closely, every1 is obeying and paying attention to the millionaire speaker, alerting our mind most of the time to steer clear of all and every piece of great import from the speaker*~~we're like obssesed with him...of cz...cz their 1 of the really a good millionaire in this globe i can tell...hehe
well....this is the book that v received as the knowledge from them or the experience from their own lifestyle to become a millionaire in a quick steps...(captured at the screen)
and this is the real book that i get b4 engaging to the seminar with my uncle
every1 was walking and stepping into the world of fame for the *I HAVE A MILLIONAIRE'S MIND*
and..oh yayayaya...this was 1 of the very interesting and fun activities ceated by them to us, the audience@millionaire students.
erm..well, v were forbidden to tell out every details of this information to the public, but u can of cz join and participate in this course and im very sure that all of u will be very amazed and stunned with the speakers and all of the fun learning progress and games and the activities given to us...sory guys, pls forgive me....
and..u can always message me if u really and have the hearts to go and join this course as these courses are very compulsive yet in a way of high spirits. I really encourage all of u to go n embark urself to this kind of seminar asa this will be ur once in a lifetime experience which is truly from the gift's of GOD.
this was stil the game which i mentioned above!And now..every1 were done and successfully complete their task of overcoming our fear....as well as turning to a new leaf from now on...dont worry, be happy

Very well, as all of u can c and read what i've written here was my experience from the seminar.
oh ya, 1 more great and talented speaker was Mr.T.Harve Eker....the most excellent seminar speaker i've ever met...He's really a great and a very kind and cordial man of one of the miilionaire....he has a very big passion and very passionate towards all of us, giving and sharing all of his experince to become a successful millionaire in terms of joyful in families, money management, freedom, luxury, relationships with others and more....
Like he said to us that we dont hv to 100% trust him, the words that splashed out from his throat, cz everything was just the matter of his experience and then spilt it out to us to take it as a guidance from him~no offence. We can choose to never listen to him and go on our way, but do remember that his teaching of all the lessons from both of the great speakers are very helpful to us cz the spirit will be always there for us if v follow the rules of the rich people or shall i say the millionaire's people....

I think i will and make sure i join his other courses and seminars again in my future with my fmailies...

and guess what, im now in this moment are applying all of his teachings to my life cz i wat to become a millionaire lady in no time..."Time Waits For No One", only us to choose our way of life, no1 can force us or propel us in our life only us, ourselves can make it to the goal of our life, what we want our life to be and what way do we chose to be and what type of life-style do we wish and hope for....

As for me, i chose to become a very rich, affluent and a very successful millionaire in every way of my life. I would love to help people of the poor and make them happy at least, that this world is full of colours, flowers are blossoming and blooming to the sky....

*I HAVE A MILLIONAIRE'S MIND AND YOU TOO WILL HAVE......*

p/s : Think positive and enroll now to change ur life.....

Good Luck in every way of ur life....
au revoir~

piglets m3

2008-06-23T02:21:00.000-07:00

*SIGN*

im so lazy right now...i've been wanted to update my blogs but still in progress..:P
dont feel like wrting words at this moment in time..but i think i might update my blog tomorrow as i dont hv any classes going on tomorrow..hahaha...nice right..
So..yeah..i think im gonna write something here b4 it gets rusty and -___-

haha~
ok then...
byebye
takecare

AWESOME

2008-05-26T03:41:00.000-07:00

EVERYONE ARE AWESOME!!!

oh hi....im having school break now..thats why i dint upload or update anything here,i apologize for that, but dont worry, sooner or later i'll upload a very interesting story up here to share with u guys..
im sure u guys will enjoy it or maybe not so enjoyable for those of you.Not gonna tel u now..haha

i have 2 stories to post up here...do u guys wanna know whats that?
kekekeke:P

1. My Pulau Ketam Trip(Rotary Club fans)
2.The ......................... Seminar(The Mines)

Well, these 2 are the clues for you.

so watch out....
i bet its very interesting.....
;D
au revoir

ALAS~~~a sign of relieve

2008-05-13T01:15:00.000-07:00

wuahahahaha....finally man..i've completed my audio design(MPS 2013)'s final exam.hahahahahahahwuwuwuwuuwhuhuhuuhuhukakakakkaka.
what a satisfying relieve that i got now..but this wont last long for me as i stil need to take 2 more paper which will be held on thursday afternoon and the next tuesday's afternoon as well.
This thursday's paper is not what u desire to know about, becz its a law paper...*wtf*. i dont even understand most of the topic or sections or whatever la that exist in the media law's subject. So, as u can see from my blog here, im defrosting now, erm..but not so soon cz im relaxing and try to rejuvenate myself in a movie from the war just now that i had overcome. So super duper tension. But lucky for us, the audio design's final paper was not so bad actually and im sure that most of us manage to answer all the questions peacefully and gladly smiling out from the exam hall. hahaha

Well....i must now enjoy a bit for this moment to refresh and later take my shower, then reinstall my new notes which is the media law's conceptions and informations INTO my BRAIN.

Well, now im very very very very damn happy mannnnnnnnnnnnn....haha....
after this evening, i have to do what i need to d'amour and not do what im interesting of....so i must MUst MUST bare with the media law's thingy.

byebye
EVERYONE....PLEASE BLESS ME.......MERCI BIEN

FinalWARSSSSSSSSSSsssssssssss

2008-05-12T20:33:00.000-07:00

GOD.....(KUM YAM POU SAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) kau ngo ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh......

Please...........MOTHER~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!! must help me to remember what i memorized and what i read and study will come out to the paper.....or else.......

PAN GU TA SEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help me too...to overcome my finals and also my friends. V need ur supports and blessings. :D

starting to melt down to the ground.
collapsing to the sea.
dying away of laziness.
wanna have freedommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

whatever!!!

good luck to me and all my friends who will be taking final exams like me and bless us will rainbow colors with creamy white clouds.

au revoir!
^^

boring night

2008-05-07T07:35:00.000-07:00

Oh God.....what a lonesome night...damn boring here...dont know what to do..no shows to watch....no excited games to play...no transport to go out and dont know want to go where either...did u just said clubbing????!!!..hmmmm im not interested at this moment..cz just want some relaxing and peaceful activity..not to all the boom boom bang bang places which could probably hurt my ears as well as my heart. The speaker inside the places there will bang into my heart and making it to beat faster and faster..........sorry..no, not now, certainly not at this time, not suitable as i cant go without my Dear. He's toooooo concern for me to go such wild places. Afraid i might be cheat or caught by a itchy bitchy guy and head to somewhere else.hahaha

However, i also wont leave my Dear behind and fill my nights with excitement without him in the city of the night life, i want hm to be with me everywhere to experience the joy and be a memoir to both of us.

OK.....till then..my Wild Thing chapter 2 has downloaded so im gong to watch it right now to fill my emptiness here...
byebye

Finally...

2008-05-06T22:19:00.000-07:00

woah...finally i dont have to face them anymore...dont need to speak out so straight right...this is part of my uni life..tips 4 u alrdy..so dont ask me!!

well...i finally did and presented and submit the E-commerce assignments which was not a so good condition because of a bloody hell big mouth girl in my group...i dont mind if this person saw or view my blog here...cz this is the fact.I wont be afraid of u.Just go and fuck urself up and stay out of my sight forever.AND im so unfortunate to had this person in my group or shall i say why am i in this person's group...BAD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont 1 mention abt it..just forget it and go on, i stil have loads of better things to do than remembering this person....&%^*$%#~~~~~

and of course my uni life doesn't end this week, today...i stil have a presentation on thursday which will be the audio design's subject. Oh ya...i enjoyed very much in this group on the other side of my group work..this group work was very well cooperated and very much of group work here cz everyone in this group is a kind and sweet people..not like the other person in that group which was a bad+mean person which almost everyone who knows this person will definitely hate or dislike this person till into their bones and weins.

Therefore..i felt very happy and sad as well but not very as im a happy go lucky girl..like usual la...everyone who knows me sure noes it..haha...
ok den...nothing much to blog now...just 1 2 shout out my sde feelings only..nothing special actually..
ok
adieu..
take care~

French

2008-04-29T05:33:00.000-07:00

haha....
im done with my second essay french assignment...woohoo...i completed it in just 2 and a half hours...geng right.....because of the help from the internet.See what the internet just did for me? so good and love me...the net is almost everything which is part of our lives if without the net, i think we're dying away here alrdy...
im here just to send some love to the net...haha...
and also now im so free and dont know what should i do so come here and let u guys know about my work today...

Nothing special today...
till then...byebye

yey....going back home~

2008-04-24T03:51:00.001-07:00

Yeah..babe...im going home later....update something here just incase no updates from me later..haha...sorry..too excited alrdy, cz get to meet my lover soonnnnn reaaaaallll soon......

i just called my dear, i just called my dear, i just called my dear, and im going home.

Actually i dont 1 2 go back and stay till tomorrow but i cant wait to be back to Him.....just cant wait...hehehe...u know that kind of love...its hard to speak out here u know...
awh....u'll understand sooner or later...hahah

and yeah..im skipping another painting class for nothing and i think im going to get punishment IF my mum knows it. keke....(fearless smile)

but this what we call a students life right...and of course each class cost very damn expensive and if din attend the class we'll waste our parents money and efforts to us, but at times we just tend to put that a side..u know....student is a student and this will never be changed forever.
So students life are always the best ones, no offence, every1 cant deny it. Many of them still wants their students life back but nop, its too late unless u're a real forbe then ya sure...y not just study everything in this world while we're still alive here in this earth.

okok...enough for now....start to *ngam cham d* haha
Anyways....im very happy this week...which is the week 12 for my this sem, and its going to end in just some minutes...a blink in the eye..haha

bye
love u guys!!

MC's b'dady pics is up~~

2008-04-23T01:17:00.000-07:00

In this blog, im going to blog about Michelle's 21st b'day shock mini party @ our campus's hostel.
Its a shock surprise for her because carlyn and I have decided or planned to surprise mc for her 21st b'day. U know...21st b'day is a once in a lifetime and everyone will never has the second chance ok...unless..you're some kind of a freak or watever it is....

Haha...well...here's hows the history goes....
At the 1st few days or 1 week b4 mc's 21st b'day, i already had something tricky inside my mind just for my roomate Michelle. So i say this out to Lyn whom was also 1 of my roomates in the hostel. And she said how v going to fool her and made this come true. Thus im the boos here and tell her every single thing to fool baby mC.

I had decided to fool her by asking lyn to pretend as a middle person and im the 1 who is going to pretend as if im having some big problems with my boy friend and then suddenly cry non stop and act as if its getting very serious as i dont 1 2 go back to the room. So, we called our friend to group up with s and give her a big and touched surprise....haha...But b4 that, lyn with some other friends had gone out to buy a cake for her,'where got a b'day dint have a cake 1....right'. While lyn and some of our friends choosing and buying cake for mc, me myself, ym steph and scha to also come over for this event, and of course they agree with me, so steph and 1 lied to mc that steph are waiting for her housemate to finish their quiz then only steph can go back to her hostel. So, while waiting the time to at least 11.45pm, we watched a movie called "The bachelor's night".
OK...the time comes and we're so anxious about all the things i've set up and really want it to success.
Then....everyone arrived too at the staircase and dicusssing of how and this and that. Then, i faster stop laughing and smiling or else my plan will 'cheun pou'(cantonese). And then, i sit down at the corner of the staircase which was near to my room and lay down my forehead towards my hands and on the mean time, my right hand was holding my mobile phone just to make more real so that she wont notice any trick from us.
I sat there for a few minutes, and lyn went to our room to called her out, but unfortunately she was sleeping already, so i told lyn to wake her up no matter what cz we were roomates and mc wont leave us alone if one of us have any thorny things happen to us. Thus, in the end lyn went and woke her up, then, both of them came to save me, hahahahha. Mc kept on asking me and convincing me not to cry and go back to the room only we see how or maybe talk thru it, but not just stay at the stairs there. I rejected and refused to listened to her and kept on pretending and burst out some sort of sobbing sounds which really looks a like u know...hahah....lol.....and then, out of a sudden, "Happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u happy birthday to Michelle, happy birthday to u.....(clap clap)"

Then she was like"..ahhhhh peiwen....whats all this????? wat actually hapenned huh???? why r u................argh..........malu la..........ahhhh pei wen....carlyn...............how dare u guys...try to trick me while im asleep and *dreaming of kissing a white prince then boom*.....(some more tickle me)......hahahahhahahahhahahahahahhahahhehehehehehehhheehehhehe

Woohooooo carlyn and I had a high 5555555, means that our plan did came true and was very success indeed and was very glad that mc slept and did not even suspect anything from us...aaahahahahhahah MICHELLE.......all this was meant it just for u...and we wanna make this event a memorable day in your life from us here, so hope you're happy and surprised from what we did for u....haha.....

Do love u loads my friend!!!!

Well... here's the pictures on that day~~

this picture was hand drawn by Kit....the FAians.....its really nice and adorable, all 3 of us really do look- a- like..love it a lot..thanks Kit....
the nice and the kiddy ones...haha
actually there are more friends but some of them did not arrived on time when we taking this group photos
LOL........Koko crunch is and forever will be her super duper fav, healthy cereal snacks..so dont take it away from her....hahahahah
both of them were once my roomate during my 1st and 2nd year in MMU, but cj was with me during the Alpha years and joanne was with me during the Beta Years....really happy to had sleeping together with them in a room.....*seong tong nin~~~~~*
That is the cake and that one is a b'day present for mc from me and lyn....guess whats inside the beautiful rectangular with a floral blossoming decorations tied up with a really saccharine pinkish ribbon?...well, its from 'famous amos'. :))
Just for u and lyn - exclusively made by ME.
yeah..im not in da photo, cz the camera person was me that night..so..ya...too bad....
why...dont so shy la...steph....hahah...n dont be nasty ok..scha....i know ur date are coming real soon....hahahhahaha

All of this were just for this sweety girl Michelle Chan
Love ya lots!!!
friends forever!!!

argh......

2008-04-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

I AM SO DAMN BORING MAN~~~~~~
WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE ME ALIVE BACK............
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE CHEER ME UP...........
SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO DULLLLLL,DULLLLLLLL~~~~~~~~~~~

BUT i dont 1 2 be so busy too, cz this will cause me even more miserable and even more depressed...wakakaka.....difficult to tame a girl like me..haha.

okla......
going back to my normal pc positions
byebye

A Propose

2008-04-16T22:18:00.001-07:00

I WANT TO GET MARRIED TOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
Dont wanna hold on any longer......
Dont wanna wait no more.............
I WANT IT NOW....SOONN, SOONNNNN~~~~~~

It's the sweetest, romanticess and the most melting things for each and everybody.
want it now while im young, pretty, nice face, pleasantly looking and everything freshly....dont wish to wait till im like a old scumbag......(hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha)...

I'm 100% confident that me and my dear are full prepared, just the time management hitch which is my fault and im very sorry about that, and feel regretful for u my dear.....Plus our progenitors from both of us are also been thinking about this to happened.

I dont care~~~~QUICK!!!! Register now and perform the wedding ceremony later.......so that HE is MINE from the LAW......thus, he will never and dare not do crazy things behind me, or else....i'll chop him into pieces then cook him for the dogs or puppies to taste the gorgeous man that i once loved....(wicked and witchy smiles + laughter)

Never mind for now...shall be alright and agreeable by all.
So wait for my good news, have to discuss with them soon and see what they say and advice.....

Really and seriously eager to marry him.....
haha......thinking about it..awh......sooooooo darn sweet and its like filled with honey and sugar liquid down to me....haha...slurp~~

OK....sweet day everyone..
au revoir~~

Great updates

2008-04-15T11:29:00.000-07:00

helo...bonjour everyone....im going to update some very interesting pictures and stories here later , very soon.. haha...its a very very extremely but sort of not so huge actually, but we succeed....throw it all out later after receiving and editing all the photos..ok..bye!!!

Au revoir!!
good night a.k.a good morning~

Boring

2008-04-14T09:30:00.000-07:00

hello...good morning~im here at 12.30 am which is on tuesday morning.
wow..what a fast paced day, day after day, non-stop days, moving and heading each day to each month den each year, and never ever retuen the past time to us again, thus we must appreciate our time and do always remember to love our dearest neither friends, nor the most important people in our lives is our family. Dont forget or throw them away otherwise you'll regret for the rest of ur live.
We can't predict the future in our hands and wouldn't know what will occur next and perhaps, we will bring ourself to a restless live and wretched live.

OKOK...forget about all those pity pity stuff. Let's move in to the happy and pleasant ones which will make us feel delighted. :D

im here at this moment of time bcz i just ate some jacobs biscuits and were afraid to go to bed now cz too scared of food fattening inside my body which means that the biscuits inside me cant digest and dissolved properly which will later on lead to the fats side.i ate some biscuits bcz i felt hungry just now, so i ended up chomping something into my empty stomach.
But i felt a little bit regret cz wanna sleep already still insert things inside to my tummy and some more damn sleepy already, so i read my Forex book to awake myself a bit but it does not work. Then i came to my pc and look look at my pc screen, then only i know what im going to do to brighten up my mind for awhile.
Well, i saw Blogger in front of me so, i hit it and sign in and now typing words which is damn stupid and tedious. I think you guys will definitely feel 'zha dou' of my this time's blog. hahaha.
Blog ma,, can blog anything or everything here right, nothing wrong right, so...then in the mean while, im waiting for my delicious and crunchy jacob's biscuits too digest. Ya, i know that we wouldn't know when is the food will be digest but sure know that if wait a little more longer then its ok already...hahakaka

OMGod....my eyes really wanna lock up already, can't stand it anymore,.
Also dont know why im so tired this few days, maybe because of my dear's influence. He every night also lie on bed till he sleeps some more so damn early, like 10pm something and at that time i also not tired and sleepy yet but forced to sleep also, cz nothing to do what and hes asleep already, then nothing to do with him, so close my eyes then i also asleep already.
So i think use to the sleeping time manners already. *sigh*

If go to bed after taking any food will retain a bloated tummy next morning or maybe until dont know when only can evaporate from ME.
Im a bit insane right, i think i got a bit of anorexia disease already...shit! going to die soon.....
But im 100% sure that im not in the anorexic side cz i stil get hungry and search for some food to eat, unlike the real anorexics which they wot eat anything when they get hungry and starve them self to beautifulness. So, dont get me wrong ok. Im a very perfectly ordinary girl like every girl in this world.

Gosh, now its already 1.10 am dy, and i stil not on my bed yet, tomorrow sure dying away to my class. I have 2 class straight from 9 am to 12 something. Haiz.. sure sleep inside the class because tomorrow's class damn boring man, its a lecture and some more its a law class and audi design class. Haiz....but the audi design lecture better la, not so boring lo.
haha

OKla...going out of blogging battery soon....K.Oing...
byebye,,, sorry for some lame updates..hehe

why why tell me why~

2008-04-07T05:54:00.000-07:00

jen : hey, my girl, wtf?
girl : dont ask me....afu!

dont like my life here....
sucks!!!

GOD please help me here............

home, hoommee, hhhooommmeeee.(struggling)

2008-04-01T23:37:00.001-07:00

I want to go back home and see my loved ones~
but cannot........today only wednesday, i thought its alrdy thursday d, so just wait 1 more day and night den can meet with him d....

It's always like that. Really frust and kinda put me in a dilemma.
At times, i want the time to move slow and easy like a snail walking from Klang to Melacca, however, i seriously wants the time to move as soon as possible sometimes as to get over with all my stupid circumstances so that i wont have to face that kind of stupid things anymore and begin with a new one.

But for now, i want the time to move either moderately slow or fast cz im really enjoying this moment as i dont have to be damn f***ing stress..but the time still gotta go on right...
Therefore, im now preparing for the best of bad....haha...if not, im going to stuck here like this for the rest of my life and never ever gonna improve or go further than anyone else.

In addition, i always believe that whenever i work hard and and be patient in it, GOD will always support me and help me to go through it. UNLESS, i give up, lazy or worse still, let it be and put it aside thus HE shall punish me and leave me alone. And as the results.... i got a s.h.i.t at the end of the day.

So, friends, never ever see things in a short distance but must always think beyond to keep us get going or else we're gonna fall one day, and plus, we're going to fall very badly and shitty.

The most important things in our life is have faith in ourself and always think towards the bright side. I promised you that, u'll going to love it more than before.....

#some facts just from me and myself

Faith & Confident

2008-04-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

*nei yiu gei chu ah, nang kau yu dou zhi gei hei fun ge yan, hai yat kin chui hang fook ge shi, zhau shuin yu dou meey man thai, dou em hou kam heng yee fong hei, zhi yiu nei ngoi kui, meey shi dou ho yee kai kuit* - cantonese

You must always keep this in mind that if you met someone that you truly loved, is an extremely glorious things in you life, even though you may have come up with some difficulties or obstacles in your relationship, don't ever fall to pieces, as long as you're truly and deeply in love with him or her, every problems will be solved in just a moment of time.

And remember, miracles always works for the true loves. As long as you keep it strong and behold it till the end, there's always a way to hop out of the soaked and filthy path.

Just talk through it, thus you'll be sweeter than before with him or her.

OH S.H.I.T~

2008-04-01T07:59:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! i really dont know what to say in this kind of stage man....howhowhowhow...how am i supposed to do nowwwwwwwww.....i understand that im very keen or shall i say enthusiastic about having that particular ones in my life with him,but.....i guess me and my dear are not primed yet for this kind of situations which arrived tooooooo and sooo damn early for us.....

I'm EXPECTING

isn't it great and wonderful......

hahahahahahaha
(april fool)

I apologize if my words have been too shock for u guys...hehe..owh..c'mon, aren't this fool is a super duper good news for the ladies, or men~~!!??
Be cool guys.....just a fool. If u 1 2 blame this, just bring it to the april fools event.

C ya!
ca-va bien~

Support ME~~

2008-03-31T10:09:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone out there~~

Please do check out my e-business on my link to my cyberpreneurship's online business and help me to forward to everyone who is on ur list or purchase some items from there if u like it.

Your time and efforts are very much appreciated by all of my group members.
Some products are not very costly and everything is a daily use products.

1st products are all about AJV electronics.
2nd product is a super duper geng's toothbrush which was purely invented by a local guy named Jimmy Lai.

I really need you guys support and please leave me some feedbacks or so.

You can check it out over and over again.

Just click the link on the my cyber punk under the my e-business link then you can straight away go to all the information you want...

Thanks a lot
Hugs & Kisses

Bye bye.....

BREATHLESS

2008-03-30T09:47:00.000-07:00

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

My spirit is back....

2008-03-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

Im very bright now!!
woohoo...any1 can buz me alrdy..no problem for that... :D
dont ask me why, cz i definitely wont tell you why and what happened...ok...
Sorry~

However..its an assurance that its on a positive side ok....
haha...just to update myself to u only nothing much...and oh ya..about the night out with my girls..im very unhappy a bit cz we dint snap pictures of our journey cz MC had slipped out of her mind to bring her digicam...of course every1 has a mobile phone but the resolutions and the qualities are not as good as a camera right..so v just 4get about it..hehe

ok then...need to get back to serious stuff d...come back here very soon..
byebye

eat!!

2008-03-27T04:53:00.000-07:00

woohooo.....we're going for a huge dinner together for the 1st time....so damn excited...guess i'll never forget this moment in time~
Wanna know who are they??? they are.....will let u know after the great dinner with them..
Im posting this now cz im so eager to go out with them and somore having dinner..wahhhhhhhh...damn syok mannn..gonna love it so much...
Im so unpatient d....
will get back to uguys real soon...
promise...

Bye~~~~
Have a nice day.

Depressed......

2008-03-26T07:35:00.000-07:00

GOD........im so dejected.....not happy at all today.......

Why whyWHY....... am i not alrdy a perfects for u......u should know and had alrdy realise that im a girl who is almost beyond compare with the others.....how come u dint notice till this very sec....

Im very D.I.S.C.O.N.T.E.N.T.E.D....
Or perhaps u just too fretful about me until u lost control of your inner self.I know im a kind of somewhat coherent but this is just at times. Moreover, im also quite a judge-able wise at times. A foolish at a thing doesn't mean that im forever foolish till i died u know...
I really dont know what to say to u alrdy....and im not fed up of u....U must know that.....Occasionally im just mercurial. This is a very common thing for all girls and even guys....

Plus....Princess Aquarius loves freedom....and in that case, doesn't mean i can become wild cats and turned to a *sai kai lui*. And im very sure that u know im not this type of girl.
Anyway, im just too depressed about this and wish to spill it out only.
Therefore my blog for this section wont hurt or touched.
Im just being lonely here and want some entertainment, thats all, nothing special.

Each one of us will basically have a sorrow moment that cant be clarify by others which depends on how pro are the individuals keep hold of the emotions.
All of this i had learned from my Dear since the day i met him.He's the most charming prince for me and is always the ONE for for the rest of my life and im very confident about his heart towards me.
What i say hear will be just a trash unless you scrutinize it for yourself then only you'll trust me.

I guess i have to leave right now for my studies...very heavy for me to leave here actually but i have no choice but to go and come back here next time.
I'll be here always, very soon.

Updates are just around the corner!!!

tiny updates

2008-03-24T22:45:00.000-07:00

Helloo...every1 out there...im back after some complains by Miss McCMY.....(my cutsy roomate).
She told me that 'wey..y no updates 1...everytime when i log into ur blog also nothing happen 1..so boring man.....update something la, even a slightest news or some sort of mad pictured also ok what...'

Therefore im here to announce some 'news' here in case she suddenly hit into my blog.......

Reasons y i dint update cz im not in the mood right now probably only for a couple of days cz..just after my midterm break which was so damn fun and nice but got all fired up when comes to the end of the midterm break....so dejected~
On top of that, on sunday(23rd of March 08) its the edge of our midterm then out of a sudden mC informed that there'll be a e-comm's midterm quiz on monday during our lecture hours...and i just arrived my hostel around 9.30 or so...wtf!!! y got midterm quiz at this hectic moments....cant the lecturers be more lenient to us!!!!
But act. they alrdy very good and kind to us d..its just that i forget everything that they said during class time...heheh..so im the one who has to blame...wakakaka....im the LADY....

I guess i alrdy have something to prove to mC d about my BLOG...(alas, ngo tou yau kor gau toi la)... :P..

Oh its going to rain d..i heard thunderstorms thundering towards our land and my territory.

OK then..
adieus
byebye
take care
and
c ya!

My dream house

2008-03-10T22:50:00.000-07:00

Wow......!!!!~~~~
Did u guys ever wish and winder u'll own ur very own dream house despite of any shapes and sizes, colors and tones, shades and gradients,decorations and the overall designs of ur own unique property? As for me, i had a few since i was a lil' child.
Been dreaming*day-dreaming(faat pai dre mong-in mandarin)* kekekkaakaka~~ of my dream house that it will reach my hand one day, some day, without ever realising that its impossible so, because im not from either an extremely porsperous or a tycoon's daughter, or LouiseVuitton's daughter or the best was a kings only daughter that can and surely will get what i wish and hope for or yearn for the things i must get it at once.
I guess im not that fortunate in my this live.>< style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 0);">diligent gurl.
Butbutbutbut~ unless i married to a very damn wealth guy but of course must be cute,taller den me a head, slightly tanned, low education is not a matter to me, love me, furnish me with tons and tons of luxurious thingy. yeah right..all these will happen only in my sweet dreams.^sob.sob.sob^
Below is one of my dream house, so check it out! hehedo u c the staircase, hows the designs?
the placement of the furniture and the sofas????OMG...cant stand it alrdy...my hearts melting down and wanna swirl away d....and also the color settings...they look so damn nice and romantic although its in brown and some mix with sandy brown and milk brown's paint. @><@
look at the area in front of the sofas and the couch!!!its the crystal clear's sea. On top of that, there is another swimming pool if u dont 1 2 swim in the sea. which was made public i think and u know..sometimes its very inconvenient for a couple to playplay in the public....:P.
Its the best in the inside rather than on the outside...kakaka(18 sx)
Oh ya..some more is a mini dont know what exactly that tree is but it looks very fresh and full of oxygen if we're grasping of air, therefore, no worries, here i have a greenish for u hahaha!
wowowowowowowwwwwwww...the swiming pool's largeness and the proportions is just the right thing to put it there...cool right with all the lights...its the gorgeousness during the night with all the lights on and its kinda romantic and feels passionate till get turn on*melting out to the river d my heart and soul*
OMG!!! speechless...my mouth are sealed automatically~

what a.............................(tongue-tied)

The Serenity of indulgence its just the words come bursting out from my mouth..

p/s : All of all, all these were my dreams and hopes, but of course i would like it to be true to me one day in my future and the man is definitely my *mei loy lou gong*-Steven Ng.
I will never pass out of him for a wealthy man,cz a perfect love partner for each one of us are not the same, each have their own taste and quality.
I've found mine and im very satisfied with him being my friend then my boyfriend and now we're going to be husband and wife, so how about U!!??
Good luck and may GOD bless you!!!

the night with da gurlz~~~

2008-03-06T05:46:00.000-08:00

yeah!!! CHEERS...for all the worldly possessions and 'bleh' for all the evil things. guess who was snapping the picture?.....yeap......its mC a.k.a Mrs.Aw *wakakaka*
i think shes starts to a lil' bit drunk d..be4 even toast our beer....:P
Hey...why only captured my face???!!!! where's everyone else....(mou yi hei 1....hem....merajuk d!!!)
presenting Ms.Aishah & her buddy Ms.Michelle------awh.....what a sweet remembrance u girls have....so cute la.....yee...i also want.....(steph!!!where were u that night????!! y dont 1 2 snap snap pic with me???!!!!!)
heeeellllooooo!!!!peace ya! dislike war and all the pessimistics like harmony and serenity and all my beloved girls and guys or shall i say les and gays...hehe..im an equal judging upon them of the same sexes love....
haha...michelle...so *heng fun ah u..* like promoting the Carlsberg's beer....so *juin yat woooo*.....hehehe...u go girl!!!
hey my fren steph....what r u doing? finding some girls things for us?!!!!!
i think u guys understand what im refering to right..so no need to be so specific right...cz sometimes its hard to explain out specifically, worried that there might be some of the underage people reading or viewing my blog.wakakakaka...
woah!!! expert man...aunty mC....very pro wo..opening the beer with only using a very usual tools which was.......a scissors.....1st time ever i heard from u....must be a very beer regulatist(dont know what kind of verbs or nouns is this im writing here..hahah but never mind....as long as everyone know what im talking here then its enough....no fears~~~)

This place is stephanie's room....4 of us had a sleep over at her place bcz shes abandoned by her roomate who flew to her bf's place, so thats y she invited us to her place and v all enjoyed the night along with our beer....and my beer was a heineken...never drink before but now i tasted it alrdy...euwh...its taste is just the same as the carlsberg and tiger..but tiger is the worse...so damn bitter and much more bitter than the bittergourd soup.
For me, i think Heineken tastes better than carlsberg and tiger cz heineken's taste is more light and not so gasful and also i think heineken is more 'class'....kakakakka....
For guys, they just love tiger, also dont know what makes them feel the sensation of it...*sigh*~~maybe they want to be as tough and as big like the Tiger!!! u get what i mean???///
hehehee....
My Dear also prefers tiger..haiz....^yat tee cheng chui tou mou^...however, he din drink often so i have nothing to worry about him, it is all his frens fault, like to invite him go 'yam zhao'....in spite of that, he commited to me that he'll never addicted with all this thingy..
hehehe...what a courteous man he is to me....yeah.....just love him for all......
okok....stop talking about my bf......

ok now...gtg....will update some more news soon....
byebye
salut!!
au revoir!!

movie in da room

2008-03-05T21:01:00.001-08:00

the 3some.....

My God....now only update my blog with this pic.
it has been taken on feb0808....walao...so long only update..hahaha.
reason is mC just bluetooth me yesterday night whie im busying with all my works

Ehem...we were at that ime cant sleep so carlyn decided to watch a movie with us cz she told us that the movie very interesting and its about the fifth element...i dont know how to apprise it here cz its a long story and it would be very hard to tell too....so just let u all know that its a movie of a long time ago, cz the movie was in a cd not dvd..hahaha..its an interesting movie i can say starring Milla Jovovich and Bruce Willis and another black guy forget his name d..but its very amusing too....

ok about this photo,we took it using mc's h/p b4 the movie starts. what a pleasant memory with u girls.....love both of u very muchie.....

erm.....i guess nothing to say d...so byebye la
salut!!!

too free(sek bao mou yeh zhou)

2008-03-05T20:50:00.000-08:00

this is me,drawn by Ms.Michelle a.k.a Mrs.Aw~~:D
She has nothing better to do cz she completed her major's stuff and very relax till nothing to do and also our connection here was damn slow man..like a snail going to KLCC.

Therefore, she drew a picture of me with her cartoonist style..then when she transfer via bluetooth to me i also din notice cz im bz with my other works and she just pandai-pandai send to me without my knowledge.....what la u!!!!...hehe but i just excepted it hahah..cz bz till dont bother anything else which is in my pc d....

Im conferencing with my groupmates, chatting with hiao poh*steph* and also some other frens, doing my designing layouts for cyber-p and also arranging my files orderly, and of all out of a sudden she send me a pic..but i din view it straight away cz really too bz d...so she say me lo..'y u just except it without knowing what and who send to me...what la..blur blur 1...' hahahahahahahah

The result is shes tooooooooo stale alrdy....meanwhile freeing her mind.....kekekekkakakaka

okla..dont 1 2 talk abt it d..if not..later when she sees this she'll kill me..keep on ejek her pula...
haha
ciao!!1

samsung handphone promoter

2008-03-03T22:16:00.000-08:00

me and yumiko fang was a promoter of promoting the samsung's promotion...
jerry, fang, me & ah moi......@klang parade

happily doing our promotion's sales...

i have been called by fang that do i want to work as a h/p promoter at klang parade or not? i said when and what's the conditions and all, she said to me that the in charge person not yet let her know the informations yet...so i waited and waited till i cant wait anymore i called here and asked her..wat la...want me to work some more expect me to rang her up and ask her all those----stuff....
then only she told me this and that....so ok..i'll prepare myself on that day which was last sat and sun....the whole days from 11am-10pm....gosh~~its so tiring man..and its really hard to sell the promotions especially in klang parade...if its in the area of KL den maybe its better and more customers.and oh ya..our uniform for that particular promotion was given just a t-shirt written FMD.....damn.....they should provide us a more suitable and presentable tops and bottoms right like KL's promoter which is sexy, elegant, presentable and a much more pleasing ones but they just gave us a t-shirt, what r we going to do with a t-shirt????F*&$ them.....

my dear said its very shoddy and waste all my energy just to work that kind of cheapskates h/p promoter and get that foolish paid by them(not very affordable price). The reasons are we have to stand the whole day and only get to break for only 1/2 hours on each of our lunch time and dinner time as well...what a suffer job to do as im still young and got lots of opportunity later in live after i graduate from my uni...
i told him that i just want some experience and go for it to taste the sourness and the sweetness of working as a part time and a short time promoter..and the end result was very sour yet bitter like swallowing a bittergourd..it tasted really bad and awful....
However, i think im not going to work that kind of stupid job anymore and shall i say workng as an instance job promoter is really not a fun job to work unless the job include and provide all the enjoy atmosphere with a very well paid then only i consider or agree to work if not..sorry..i have unlimited time for all thse jobs and have better things to do than this kind of work which makes me suffers a lot till my whole body aches and strengthless.

Next time i shall work as an event or a roadshow girl or promoter which get better paid and pleasurable moments....but not for now as i not yet even email and submit my full requirements to one of my net friends...
But we also must be very aware of the jobs they offer us with all the excitement, cz some of it maybe a fraud.
We have take extra cautious when dealing with all these instance jobs especially when they want ladies to present.

haiz...wat-so-ever...no need to work is the best and just wait for ur *beloved* ones to furnish us....ehem...not our house's beloved ones but the other future beloved ones.....but of cz dont ever take this as a good example la..cz its a very bad-habit for us to learn it..i just say only....its not for real...
Its real when we really out of job then we can depend on our beloved ones lo..
But anyhow we stil must and with all times try to work hard and be autonomous otherwise we will be just like a foolish and an idiots characters and have worthless caring from the others..
Thus LAZY is always a nonono in this globe......

Remember!!!!--work hard and play wisely......the goal is in our heart not others~~~

ok then..bye for now....
love ya~~

the fluid effects on me.......

2008-02-28T08:14:00.000-08:00

Add this effect to your own photos
does this look nice...or just a simple watery effects that even a young boy of age 5 also know how to make this kind of effects on a photo...but im not that genius ma..so i say this is nice lo....
Anyway...jz 1 2 update something here...hahahaha....
oh ya....im going back home d...erm....stil have 13 hours to go...den i can meet my dear dear alrdy!!!!

ok till then..bye bye~~

p/s : take care and have a pleasure day!!!

damn....

2008-02-27T06:51:00.000-08:00

WTF~~~~~~i'm so damn boring man....what to do?????? i really seriously f**kingly monotonous mannnn.......everybody left me....i mean both of my roomates la...:P

LynLyn went to her drama practising alrdy cz tomorrow night will be her drama concert and on the other hand, mC also went out due to Steph's birthday..they went out to celebrate it.

Im so damn lonely, its like im being abandoned by everyone...no one to talk to,chat with,play with or hang out with....u guys will don't like this kind of feelings and my gloominess here. Its horrible,terrible and vegetable.

how ah~~~~what can i do to make myself happy and active again?????i just wonder how....ring my dear dear also pointless cz i cant even get to touch him, sense him, grab him, kiss and hug him, snug snug with him or even cant "fight" with him(u know what i mean la..hehehee, no need to tell u so directly 1 ma...u know i know...ok^^) and also expensive to 'keng kai' cz im using prepaid and not pospaid, which is more money consuming right...
If i call him, then i'll be missing him more enormously just like a deep deep deep crystal clear sea....and this will ended up going back home earlier, thus skipping class just to get a glimpse and clasp him tightly into my arms....

Ohhohhhh...speaking about my dearSteve, i think he's not so pleased with my decision of working at the klang parade@Parkson as a handphone promoter on the weekend, but just this weekend which is i think from am to night.Therefore, we cant keep each other's company and play around so this means.....(for those who are dating, u'll know what i mean here). UNLESS....i can sleep over night at his house then we'll be fine but no way im going to sleep over night at his house cz i cant....this kind of practise was and had been forbidden by my MUM years ago. And for this matter it will be very inequitable towards my mum if she permits me to over night at my bf's house,reason is my mum will be very very worthless as there has no one around and accompany her. The reason i go back home every weekend is also just to be with my mum, how can i treat her like that right!!!! Im not that kind of gurl ok.....

For ur information, im a very loving and caring and an obedient daughter. So that ever say im a nasty girl, in fact, im a very cheerful, friendly, easy to be with and a very "see mun" girl...trust me, im not bragging about myself ok. This is my true story since i was a very very tiny lil' sweet girl....oklaokla..stop talking about this d..if not, sure will think that im jz feeling lonely and wants people's attention..kekekeke.

Hhahaahaa~~~~LYnlYn is backkkkkkk...so now im happier a bit but not so joyful cz i stil cant think of what things can i do, i'd finished my piano theory some more i did 2 sets in a day, downloaded my notes, and ........ some more what ar.....erm...........aha.....and even ringing my dear this evening.
haha..
i guess i better stop my itchy bitchy fingers right now, or else i'll keep on chewing my fat tilllllllllllll dont know when...haha
okok...enough is enough~~~~
byebye!!!
Take care ya....

p/s : love all of u especially my MUM & DEAR

High school musical-Vanessa & Ashley

2008-02-27T03:17:00.001-08:00

Good afternoon everyone~~~~

2008-02-26T20:26:00.000-08:00

Helloo....im back with a happy smiles for ya..
Im in a great mood as u can see, cz if not then i wouldnt be here so early and write some blog here to start my thinking brain work out.

Now im drinking the 'Dutch Lady's' low fat milk and as well as listening to my pc's redoubtable rhythm and melody....and also is listened by one of my roomates who is Carlyn Lee!!!!

Oh by the way..im just away from my fresh shower in a bathroom with no bath tub, duck to play with, and especially no bubble bath to soak in and feel the joyful and the splendid moment of soaking in a very ~~~~~owh~~~~~ dont 1 2 mention it again d la..makes me wanna go back home(starting to homesick alrdy).

Anyway, im going to class later for just an hour cz thats the subject's rules : every week on wednesday afternoon, 2pm-3pm. sounds great right on my wednesday. i only have 1 class throughout the day..hahahah what a wonderful world.....

okokok...i'll stop for now as i have nothing to update d..wait tonight and look what i've got for u ok...
byebye
Take Care~

Belly Flattening Foods by AOL body

2008-02-26T09:41:00.000-08:00

Walnuts

Like seafood and flaxseed, walnuts contain omega-3 fatty acids, which help protect your heart and preserve brain health.

Toast 2 tablespoons and sprinkle on your favorite salad.

Sunflower Seeds

Sunflower seeds are packed with B vitamins, which play an important role in protecting against inflammation. They are also an excellent source of vitamin E. Sunflower seeds are also great for curbing hunger.

Sprinkle 2 tablespoons of toasted sunflower seeds in your salad.

Pistachios

Pistachios contain lutein and zeaxanthin, two carotenoids that help protect against age-related macular degeneration, the leading cause of blindness in the elderly. They may also help improve cholesterol levels.

Stir 2 tablespoons toasted pistachios into 1/2 cup part-skim ricotta cheese with 2 teaspoons honey and 2 tablespoons semisweet chocolate chips for a sweet snack.

Olive Oil

Olive oil is the best all around for cooking and salads because it contains mostly MUFA, which lowers "bad" LDL cholesterol without affecting "good" HDL cholesterol. Olive oil is also rich in antioxidants, which may help reduce the risk of cancer and other chronic diseases. The greener the oil, the more antioxidants, so go for extra-virgin.

Basil pesto and sundried tomato paste are also good sources of olive oil, and make excellent pasta sauces and marinades.

Natural Peanut Butter

A serving of peanut butter has 3 mg of the powerful antioxidant vitamin E, 49 mg of bone-building magnesium, 208 mg of muscle-friendly potassium, and 0.17 mg of immunity-boosting vitamin B6. Research shows that eating peanuts can decrease your risk of heart disease, diabetes, and other chronic health conditions.

Toss a half-cup cooked soba or other whole grain noodles with 3 ounces cooked shrimp, a few minced scallions, and 1/4 cup thinly sliced red bell pepper. Dress with a mixture of 2 tablespoons peanut butter, 2 tablespoons warm water and a pinch of crushed red pepper flakes. So long Chinese takeout.

Macadamia Nuts

Eating nuts and seeds can yield heart-health benefits. Macadamia nuts also contain fiber to help with digestion and a small amount of the trace mineral selenium, an antioxidant that some studies show may help prevent cancer.

Crush 2 tablespoons macadamia nuts. Dip one 3-ounce portion of chicken breast or 4 ounce piece of fish in low-fat milk, then press nuts to adhere. Bake at 350°F for 10-20 minutes or until done.

Flaxseed Oil

Flaxseed oil is the best plant source of omega-3 fatty acids and helps reduce systemic inflammation, which researchers believe may lead to heart disease, cancer and Alzheimer's disease. Flaxseed oil should never be heated, so use in salad dressings or smoothies or as a condiment drizzled into vegetable soups. Look for cold-pressed organic flaxseed oil, and store in the refrigerator.

Stir 1 tablespoon into a smoothie as a healthy afternoon snack.

Dark or Semi-Sweet Chocolate

Chocolate or more specifically, cocoa powder made from ground, defatted cocoa beans -- contains compounds that have the potential to protect against heart disease, stroke, cancer, and diabetes and contains substantial amounts of antioxidants. Dark chocolate -- not milk or white -- contains as much antioxidant capacity as red wine.

Melt a 1/4 cup of dark or semi-sweet chocolate. Drizzle over fresh strawberries for a belly-flattening dessert.

Avocado

Avocados are a great source of heart-healthy MUFA. These delectable green orbs also contain more of the cholesterol-smashing beta-sitosterol (a beneficial plant-based fat) than any other fruit. Beta-sitosterol may reduce the amount of cholesterol absorbed from food. The Hass variety, grown principally in California, contains more MUFA than the Florida variety.

Mash a 1/4 cup Haas avocado with lime juice, salt, and pepper and serve with baked chips or raw vegetable.

Almonds

The MUFAs and vitamin E in almonds work together to cut cholesterol. Almonds are also a great source of vegetable protein and fiber.

Sprinkle 2 tablespoons of almonds over low-fat unsweetened yogurt and berries for an energizing morning meal.

credited to AOL body

wuakakakakaka...Finally......hahahahahaha

2008-02-26T08:57:00.000-08:00

AAAAhahahhahhahahah........
What a wonderful world im in......i never know how but alas i managed to find it and also 'make it'.
hahahahhehehehehoohohohohoho.......
so i think for me..i guess.. this is how an unIT student's expressions when finally we can find it slowly and even took a few days and dont know how many sstupid hours b4 knowing where to edit it..'sigh'...

I know, i know , i know~~~~im not that super duper geng gurl but i managed to do it at the end. So, meaning...hardworks pays~~~!!!!!!! and i think im not that doltish at all, u know!!!
So, never ever laugh and goad at others although u know that u maybe more geng than the others.
Every now and then people learn and become proficient in it if he or she are willing to own it into their mind and remember it all the time.

;D...... ok~ im outta here....got many things are waiting for me to accomplish.....
Goodbye for now!!
Salut!!!

p/s : never ever give up on the things which we always desire for and work through it, you will see the end result will be very blissed out.

my gold miner game..its really fun...try it..

2008-02-25T22:32:00.000-08:00

This is really a fun game to play which i saw it in my friendster's profile.
I played it many times alrdy...hahah..till i 4get other things...this game makes u wanna play more and win more and grab more gold to increase our money...
Trust me~~~its very nice game to enjoy and relax....

Delivered!!!!!!woohooooo

2008-02-25T21:08:00.000-08:00

Gosh......my friend wei yan alrdy give birth to a baby boy to day, but i don't know what is the exact time,my the other friend just smsed me and inform me that she alrdy delivered...wow...what a good news i got from today, after my lunch.
Im sure she must be very pain and suffer to deliver a baby, i really want to know how heavy is the kg. For me last time when im delivered, my mum said that i was just a tiny lil' cat and quite light too. Light and heavy is not the matter, both also have the good and bad.
Meaning, if u're heavy at the beginning then u'll be skin later when u grow up, and when u're light fr the forst, u'll be quite plumpish later in ur life. Actually how heavy or how light r u, it doesnt matter, what matters most is ur health and how we take care of ourself.
I really very anxious of visiting her in the hospital, but im afraid that i cant, cz i have a hand phone promoter job to do...haiz....how ah....I've alrdy promised and confirmed with my friend d...n i dun wanna miss that chance as i don't have that kind of experience yet....haha...but....butttt...i want to earn extra money so that i can ease my mum's burden of everytime handing me her hard earn cash, i don't wanna do that anymore to her, cz im an adult alrdy..im 21 alrdy...wanna be more independent although i have a very matured, caring, kind, loving and a secure dear that dont want me to work so hard outside, but i want to earnn the money myself and enjoy it...ahaha...dont wanna every time depend on others.
Im not a very spendrift girl nor a very manja girl who must have what i like and wish to have, thats y i want show them that i can save and keep my money for further consumption, for a more valuable things.
Thus....from now onwards, i will have to start my own effort to do everything in my own...i try la..ok... ;p....when we want to do something seriously, there is always a way for us to go smoothly, no worries....
Unfortunately, i cant enjoy other events or occasions d..*sob sob sob*
Never mind ,must be stronger then ever!!!

My Lovely Cousin.....

2008-02-22T05:19:00.001-08:00

$weE+ 3sC@pE

The above picture was taken during the 1st day of Chinese New Year 2008.
Look pretty???...hahakeke.....
She likes to take picture, unlike me...seldom and duno how make full use of both my camera and my phone that contains a camera in it.(the camera stupidness)
We'd make up before going to our grandma house for CNY@1st day morning gathering with all of our family members to have a very honorable breakfast. But..we were late n arrived there at about 12 something...not breakfast anymore but lunch...never mind..we always are like that, sleep till the sun burn our a** only we 'kam yun' wake up and wash up and prepare to our grandma house.

haha...the background images was taken from the internet when i search for my blogs template i found this background wallpaper and think that i can do some photo editing in it.
So the end result is.....tada.......

hhehehe...dont llaugh at me ya, cz i just add my photo into the black box n add some flowers to my side and also write our names in it..ahahhaha...see...isn't it simple and looks nice.....hahaha

hem..maybe next time i have to be more hardworking ,dont 1 2 be lazy anymore..create my own ones..right....

okla...i'll do one on my own~~~~promise~~~~~

ByeBye.....
Take care!!!

WTF.......AFU!!!!!!!

2008-02-21T03:49:00.000-08:00

My LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please help me!!!!!!!!...wat happened to my blog's template's linkssssss, i mean my friends links....they suddenly disappear.
I just want to change to a new n nicer template, unfortunately the result is *AFU*. I get the worse blog skin in the end...wats had gone wrong, i really dont hv any idea...im fed-up of arranging, checking, searching, looking and even changing anything...how it wanna be just let it be..i dun wanna c u anymore cz u make me so frustrated and i dont 1 2 bother u anymore, so dont ask me or talk to me....until my mood n heart recovered....

Argh!!!!!!!!......im really pissed offfffffff.

Forget it.....

Dont ever mention this things to me again....

Its all bull shit......

I really wanna cry out d......
*ngo hou sam xhuin ah.......kek sam....*

My first painting class

2008-02-19T03:27:00.000-08:00

"hello...this is my stupid face when i wake up everyday in de early mornings....looks so damn weak.....
so...these were my lecturers drawing and painting's essential tools or shall v call it as his equipments to create a wonderful paintings :D
And~~~this is one of my painting's lecturer named Mr.Hushinaidi. V always call him as Mr.Dee.*oh...and his kinda cute u know!!!haaha and a soft-spoken man...i think his married.(cheeky cheeky.....)*
The man who is sitting on the chair is Mr.Tajali. For me, i think he's a fun lecturer to be with and is quite kind to us....*all lecturers are fun but beware of making any silly mistakes or else they wont be that kind to u..so jz be a good n smooth-to-go student. Dont ever 'kek' any teacher or lecturers, cz they dont like it very much and will probably fail u if they wish to..wahahahaha(evil laugh)*
oh..oh..oh...she was the model for the day with several objects behind her....shes a Javanese girl. erm... im not so sure wats her name but nvm, i'll check it out later in my next class..:D
This was my 1st painting class. And we were to draw something like that but not exactly the same, we can draw something like that based on our ideation or perceptions. Our class for this few weeks will be focusing only our ideation of drawing. And we'll see if the lecturers wanna give us some sculpture or can say as nude painting....hahaha...waiting for it to happen..kakakak(y am i so ham sap 1~~~~)

I really did enjoy my painting class with both of the lecturers. They were very good and can talk jokes with. Nothing serious situations happening until the final works to elaborate.
i very scared la......when think of finals, i'll become a very tiny little ants, and walk into some holes and hide myself in there..........nononono....i dunt 1 any finals......study is alrdy very enough for me..wuahhhhh...y must have exams????? why why tell me why~~~~~

Forget it, what a nonsense am i.....i thinkim freaking out mentioning EXAMS or FINALS. They are like my most terrible nightmares for me in this moment. I'll try to be friend with it n love them more sincere and see how....haiz!!!!!

Goodbye for now.
Adieu!

SIEW FOONG'S 21ST B'DAY.....(1 of my secondary classmates)

2008-02-18T04:28:00.000-08:00

our ganggies
happy mates
the beautiful ladies

Siew Foong, had celebrated her 21st b'day on the 16th of feb 2008. Actually her b'day is on the 9th of feb but its me who took over her days cz i celebrated on that day,(her actual b'day)....haha....so she and also 1 of my the other fren had to excuse me and bring their parties forward to a week later.
Apparently, there were 2 21st b'day parties on that night, that is my fault that make them celebrate their b'day late a week...but we still enjoy everything, no worries!!!
I went for siew foong's party but not another fren named Lay Leng, bcos i really cant attend her party which was held in a KTV@klang parade due to my prejudice and also my time for my bf and other activities...:P.
Therefore, after siew foong's party, i straight away go to my dear's home and have fun together for a while cz his fren came and we went out for tea....haha
But anyhow i still feel bad for not going to lay leng's b'day party as this is her once in a lifetime 21st b'day moment buttttt, im not the one who was not going to her party. My the other mates also din join in, so i guess, i have nothing to regret about.
Oh ya..al least i smsed her and give my apologizes...n i felt better n happier after that...

We will stil celebrate each other's b'day no matter what age we are at. As long as we're still around here in this generation....

p/s: love all my frens whose around me....

The REDDISH....

2008-02-17T08:06:00.000-08:00

Ang Paossssss

Wowwwww, take a look at my Ang Paosss....many leh.....haha....feel so happy and wonderful this year@2008, u know y???? cz i celebrated my 21st birthday during this year's chinese new year on Feb9th@sat night@chor sam. So thats y i can loads of ang paos this year. Hahahahawoooweeeee
Actually, my exact birthday is on the 1st of Feb but my mum said that all of my cousins cant come back and attend my party due to their university's timing is not same as mine, cz i can come back ebery weekend but not them. Some of my cousin's university is very far and have to travel by plane or by bus and its a long journey for them to come back here just to join my party,in addition..there just 1 more week to go for our chinese new year 2008, so y not just be patient and dally till my chinese lunar's birthday arrive den v can also 'soon pin' celebrate my english and chinese birthday together....><

But unfortunately, i din manage to snap pictures with my frens and family memebers and also my relatives from far to conserve it as a memory for everyone...aiks!!!what a stupid gal was i that day. Maybe im too excited and 4get about pictures alrdy as im not so lunatic about snapping photos. I just snap photos whenever i wish to and also not for a special occasion. But i should snap photos on that day right....as a memoir.
haizzzzzz...never mind.....its ok....however....im stil very happy n enjoy my night that night as a princess 21...and i will always store all the moments of the night in my head and try my best not to disremember. I will save it and lock it in my brain.
I feel very contrite about not taking any photos not matter what when i think back....wuahhhhhh): T___T.......

never mind....everyone stil enjoy that night....21 will move on and proceed to the next level to 22,so i think i hv nothing to sad about it....some of my mates dont even want to commemorate their 21st birthday cz they thought that its nothing special about it as time goes by,and we wont be forever be 21 years old, the days will still go on and on and on till our death appears.
Maybe they are not as enthusiastic as i am as i love to celebrate or have a memorable days if there is any things to commemorate about. Reason is...our youth are still here in the present, if it passed den we will not be able to do it alrdy. We are stil very young and full of blossoms what..so y not we enjoy and feel the delights to the fullest...hahahah....so this is what we call in the spring time of life. Therefore dont ever fritter away our 'cheng chun'.
Otherwise, we'll regret later in our lives....

Sooooo....maneuver our youth wisely buttttttt dont ever misemploy our youth, or else...hahaha. U know la.....no need me to advice or remind u anything about teeanger's life right..u all should know it alrdy from the beginning of ur adolescent years...

Ok for now....and be back very sooon...miss me ya...
Love all of you and always keep in mind that everyone is unique.!!!

Happy Valentines Day

2008-02-14T08:04:00.000-08:00

*sigh*.....what a lonely valentines night this for me. Because i cant go back home n celebrate it with either my DEAR, my MUM, or my FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!. cz i still got to go to class the next day and unfortunately for me that this event falls on the thursday which is the bz day for a student.
F%#@....but watever...for me i din celebrate this date with my bf cz v not *heng this day 1,cz for us,if v get to be in each others embrace,everyday is a valentine day.....:D...
And i miss my bf damn much cz every1 hv their loveyDear beside them, owh....so touching....i want the feeling toooo wuahhhhhhhhhhhhh ):
i dont care tomorrow i can go bk n meet him alrdy,hem..i can even meet him right after my class ends...hahah cz he come n fetch me bk...woohoooo...jz need to wait for another couple of hours....yeah baby~~~~~~

Oh ya...for ur information to night also is a prayer for the hokkien people. The prayer called *ti gong* i think its call lord of the sky for english,haha.
And....i also cant hv the chance to celebrate it this year...2008...damn......but never mind, cz i am not a hokkiennist so my family wont pray this day but for my bf's family, yes they're hokkien so they hv to pray in order to pay respects to the lord.
Unfortunately, my bf's hse dident pray for this year cz his father's side's grandma passed away and need to stop and wait for 3 years only they can celebrate this festival. This is the hokkiennist law, and therefore we hv to obey it or else......

oh shooot....im starving d at this time....but i dare not eat cz scared of becoming an apple size...haha...

okok...i've got another mailing to each other from france again who is my audrey best long distance's friend...hahaha..so happy...n guess what v 1 2 xchange this time????...hem..dont 1 2 tel u 1st,let u all guess...*em wa phei nei chi,tang nei sam see see*....:P
u n i will be very surpriseeeeeeeee....wakakaka.....sot jor....

okla...1 2 sau tong jor....haha...c u guys x time la....

adieu!!!
muah!!!!

HAPPY CHINESE RAT YEAR WISHING U GONG XI FA CAI

2008-02-12T05:36:00.000-08:00

YAHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~may all the lucks and joys drop down to me and live prosperous the whole 2008 year

Erm.....wat happenened to my picture????? suddenly changed to blue color 1.......damn it~~~
hehe, actually its all in red color but duno wats wrong with the color suddenly changed to blue, therefore everything becomes so blue blue.....(aiks!!!!!F*%$ UUUUUU)

4get it....the most important is Happy Chinese New Year@2008.
wahahahahaha..........let it sun let it sun let it sun~~~~

Happy Chinese New Year~~~~woohooo

2008-02-04T16:38:00.000-08:00

GONG XI FA CAI
XIN NIAN KUAI LE
WAN SHI RU YI
XIN XIANG SHE CHEN
NIAN NIAN YOU YU
LONG MA JING SHEN
E PEN WAN LI

WAHAHAHAHHAHA
In this rat year@2008......enjoy it to the fullest and always be open and broad minded to avoid pessimistic mind...
Anywayz,just wanna wish everyone hv a good health and live weathily forever!!

Happy happy Birthday to UUUUUU

2008-01-28T22:20:00.000-08:00

Hi Audrey Sis~~~look with all ur heart

Happy birthday to U;

Happy birthday to U;
Happy birthday to AUDREY;
Happy birthday to U!!!!!!!!!!!!..

may all ur wish and dreams come true and may god be with u for all times,always be a positive girl and be an optimistic girl.
stay pretty and live healthily and wealthily
MmUuAaHh!!!!! love ya!

p/s: may our friendship last forever and please remember me!

adios...........

my 1st xhanged parcel from my lovely friend@sis@France.

2008-01-28T22:11:00.000-08:00

All of this had been sent to my home last few months ago from the country of France!. isn't it great and sweet....
But,i only uploaded now cz i've been quite bz last few months regarding to my assignments,dating,hanging around with frens, lagging at home and much much more.
Haha..so pls dont feel shock about my news, hehe
For ur info, audrey is a nice girl i can say and shes a friendly gal to me too,so thats y i love her and wolud hope v can stay a long-term faraway friendship.
She's the 1st girl i've ever chat n talking abt our ups and downs times each time v hv the chance to chat over the msn or just send some messages through this blog.
Audrey!!!! i hope u can c this blog as soon as u can cz i really 1 2 chat wth u real soon;
miss u and love ya lots!

the stress moment....

2007-12-26T03:11:00.000-08:00

why not all of us or them, maybe... have the stress times...haiz~~~ i really duno what to do to myself....

either make it or break it. thats the 2 choices for me so far...will i carry on or----- i dont know.

life is like a game, the matters are how we play it, if we play it well then we'll win in the end or otherwise we'll be miserable like my mum told me.

and LIFE is always and will be forever like this, why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!

can i just shout for a quit...please....at least for a while~~~~ i'm really down now, my fuel is getting lower and lower and am going to shut down very soon.

furthermore, my body level is poorer as time goes by...

u know.. everything is going to doom.......if all these and those dont end quickly or shall i say immediately...i wont be up for long..

can i or can i not...

im worried i'll get hypertension den become dont know what crazy girl next door later or whatever insane gal out there walking around, turning around, twisting or talking around like a mad girl.

Never mind of all those surfers...pass today and there'll be tomorrow...----a brabd new day once again..hahaha...im glad that my mind opens back to the reality!

I'm very proud of myself though...really... cz for i know that im a very bubbly and happy go lucky little innocent girl.

So that's why im in the creative line..

Always look on the positives side, thus everything will goes on our way...

Trust Me!

MIRACLES EXIST IN OUR LIFE! --- Never Forget This~~~~~~~

Rachael Cheng is back.....

woohhoooo

For u to C!

2007-12-12T02:17:00.000-08:00

i dont wanna know....

2007-12-02T09:09:00.000-08:00

i'm stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
bloody freaking out nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
i wanna flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
just set me freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
fed uppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp
God please help MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEME

(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)(-_-)

Please allow me...

2007-11-26T08:42:00.000-08:00

I’m gonna make u feel like u are heaven on earth
I’m gonna saint ur mother just for giving u birth
I’m gonna wanna hold u in my arms when u cry
If that’s ok with u

-Shayne ward.if that's ok with u-

Dedicated specially to my sweet Dear! I'll always love U no matter what and where. No one can stop us for walking to our journey although there have a lot of obstacles in the middle of our journey, we,together can walk through it and succeed to the very end.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER~

*Our StevRach Destiny*

DEPRESSED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

unemployed position

missing me

Oh my...........

Helloooooo~

Off very soon

THE DIET~

Again..

Im sick

Downcast~

Nothing for this title

damn!!

damn!!

B.O.R.E.D

I shines~~~~lalalalallululu

It hurts a lot

heavy eyes

office time

boring~~

internship moment

Happy Prosperous Chinese New Year

support my dear and I

the shootings...in my place

im STRESS

shooting coming...

Toyota Merit's event

DATED-18.11.08

Im back...

hello

Talk to me-Moonlight resonance

NO ONE.....

Hate....

S.H.I.T

Bored

bring me some ice

I'm fine...

C.R.U.E.L

veronne@sian's birhtday party

/nothing/

In da office...

my eldest cousin sister's graduation day

hehe...

im back

what a long..........break

Alamanda trip~

oops.....where ah???

waiting~

cam whoring...

My Ketam trip with my families!!!

Im back with my mentioned Seminar!!!

piglets m3

AWESOME

ALAS~~~a sign of relieve

FinalWARSSSSSSSSSSsssssssssss

boring night

Finally...

French

yey....going back home~

MC's b'dady pics is up~~

argh......

A Propose

Great updates

Boring

why why tell me why~

home, hoommee, hhhooommmeeee.(struggling)

Faith & Confident

OH S.H.I.T~

Support ME~~

BREATHLESS

My spirit is back....

eat!!

Depressed......

tiny updates

My dream house

the night with da gurlz~~~

movie in da room

too free(sek bao mou yeh zhou)

samsung handphone promoter

the fluid effects on me.......

Our StevRach Destiny

HAPPY CHINESE RAT YEAR WISHING U GONG XI FA CAI