waiting~

Currently im in my happy mood, a feel good heartbeat....
and as well as waiting anxiously for my mum to come and pick me back home at about 6.30-7pm and then can go back home and meet my family members and then, go shopping with my high school friends together, and maybe go out for a drink at a mamak stall with my coursemate...hehehehe

what a wonderful student life...after all, i deserve a stressful and wonderful moments now you know...i dont 1 2 step and engage into a world full of mysteries, stress, tensions, anger, fear and etc etc. Reason is im stil very young now and..em....ya i know not very young as to compare with others as my juniors but...for ym this age, everyone consider that im stil young and can do loads of things in my future unless i have an unfortunate faith that lies in me.

I truly want to have a very very and extremely beaming life now.
hate all the realistics and maybe materialistic world outside~. Dont know how to face them and cope with it. Im sure my eyes will full with tears and roll down through my face.
am afraid of all those creatures, very scary....and i hope not to experience all these in my later life or maybe just become a chief myself or or..work as a freelance...this will be the best for a relaxing environment.

Anyway...Im waiting for my Dear to support me....haha...im still wondering and thinking though...So that i can become a 'siu lai lai' just go shopping around, have some high tea with the girls. chit-chatting or maybe gossiping around, do some facial, manicure and pedicure, pampered my skin and body, hair treatment, and all those beautifying myself....
Can u imagine right now....what a wonderful and glorious life although u're a married woman...

haaaaahh......nice....extremely charming............

ok....stop dreaming already.....the more hopes u wish for the more disappointment will appear...

So..yeah....just do whatever it is now and wait as the time goes by and by each day....

Bonjour
Au revoir....